idais31

well,if i could have any wish.i know exactly what id wish for.
not money,fame,or hot women.
i just want to stop being so damn shy around women.
im soo sick of it.but im too shy to do anything about it.
seems the only time ive had girlfriends is when they made the first move.
the one time i finally made a move was when i was 19 and we almost got married.
the only thing that stopped it was she had an abortion with my kid.
ya,im probably fucked up in the head now cuz of it.but,something like that is hard to get over.
i was soo happy when she told me i was going to be a dad.
then to have her best friend tell me she had an abortion.
well,anyways,ever sence then im very shy.
online and on the phone im outgoing.
i need a woman that can help me get throught that.but then if i had a woman,i wouldnt have to be shy then huh??lol.