Okay well I passed.
Only one more year to go and I can write my RN exams.
On a sweeter note ~ started me summer job today and it was sweet. I am a unit clerk on a psych unit, kinda scary but cool none the less, learning a lot and the staff are amazing to work with and the hours are sweet, pay in...
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Only one more year to go and I can write my RN exams.
On a sweeter note ~ started me summer job today and it was sweet. I am a unit clerk on a psych unit, kinda scary but cool none the less, learning a lot and the staff are amazing to work with and the hours are sweet, pay in...
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breakfractured, splintering, shattering
falling, glittering soundless and eternal moment, glass shards
lost and searching, seeking. Lost within myself.
falling. turning twisting in a room of darkened mirrors.
tattered wings. scattered feathers.
worth-less, nowhere, no one, empty.
where am I
want to talk cant find words
trapped
want to cry-scream-yell
who do I turn to, and where?
how do I let it out?
building inside, I...
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falling, glittering soundless and eternal moment, glass shards
lost and searching, seeking. Lost within myself.
falling. turning twisting in a room of darkened mirrors.
tattered wings. scattered feathers.
worth-less, nowhere, no one, empty.
where am I
want to talk cant find words
trapped
want to cry-scream-yell
who do I turn to, and where?
how do I let it out?
building inside, I...
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adoreartemis:
wow hunny... *hug*
on a cheerful note...my set is up!
on a cheerful note...my set is up!
derekthered:
Thanks for the birthday wishes 
can't sleep so I wrote a bunch of bull shit.
seems bullshit is what I am good at.
as i am good at nothing else.
How do you say sorry to the ones you've hurt
when you are hurting, deep down inside
You stay up late every night crying to sleep
and you just want to run away and hide
You can't forgive yourself because...
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seems bullshit is what I am good at.
as i am good at nothing else.
How do you say sorry to the ones you've hurt
when you are hurting, deep down inside
You stay up late every night crying to sleep
and you just want to run away and hide
You can't forgive yourself because...
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I am so done.
I am tired of feeling.
A part of me wants to curl up and never wake from this horrible nightmare called my life.
Ive created my own prison
Deep down inside
Ignoring thought and reason
So theres no need to confide
Ive created this state of mind
Where no person exists
Theres no troubles to find
Or reasons to be missed...
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I am tired of feeling.
A part of me wants to curl up and never wake from this horrible nightmare called my life.
Ive created my own prison
Deep down inside
Ignoring thought and reason
So theres no need to confide
Ive created this state of mind
Where no person exists
Theres no troubles to find
Or reasons to be missed...
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baddog_ar:
*hugs* 
baddog_ar:
You're welcome...keep your head up.
I am suppose to be in clincal today, but I am sicker than a dog. I have not been able to keep anything down since 3:30am when I got up to go. Frig I hate feeling like this. The only thing worse is that I got into huge fight today with a friend of mine about absolutely nothing. He is being a total bitch and...
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gigirash:
eww...........worms..............I hate it when people freak out on you especially when it is someone you really care about.........to me that hurts worse than a kick in the face............and another thing(kinda related) ......I hate it when people go on and on about how great somebody is and actually you are the nicest thing to that peron but they can't see it.......sorry about my moaning but I am having a sucky day........I hope your day is better
dirrrty:
Ooooh baby... I hope you're getting better! Wow.. wish I could bring over my Dave Chapelle DVD and laugh the sickness out of ya!
I did it! I went and got my VCH done, I do not know why I procrastinated so long, my bully button hurt more and that was just a pinch.
I love it so much!
Oh and hey everyone go say congrats to Faye for her SG acceptance! I cannot wait to see her set. She is so perfect, yyyuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!
I love it so much!
Oh and hey everyone go say congrats to Faye for her SG acceptance! I cannot wait to see her set. She is so perfect, yyyuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!
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voiddragon:
good job!! 
aspartame:
hey there and thanks for the birthday wishes!!
congrats on the new VCH - i got mine a year ago today and still love it!
decided to treat myself for the bday and will be sticking around SG so will catch ya around
congrats on the new VCH - i got mine a year ago today and still love it!
decided to treat myself for the bday and will be sticking around SG so will catch ya around
Today was a blah day. I stayed in bed and slept most of it away. I had been up for over 32 hours the day before so I thought I deserved it.
Tonight I am just doing homework writing in my journal and looking at pics of my nephew's back from his skidooing accident in March. Thank goodness he is okay. He broke 1 vertebrae...
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Tonight I am just doing homework writing in my journal and looking at pics of my nephew's back from his skidooing accident in March. Thank goodness he is okay. He broke 1 vertebrae...
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voiddragon:
AAAAA...those are creepy....I'm glad that's he okay and all that but eeeewwww.....
paulnikon:
I slept most of the day too.
Then played with the photoshop. Glad you liked it.
Then played with the photoshop. Glad you liked it.
Did you ever get that feeling that something just was not right?
An ache in the pit of your stomach that just did not want to go away?
That was me this afternoon and nothing would take it way.
I just have an awful feeling, a nagging, lingering feeling.
Then I talked to Andreas and that feeling went away, but only for the time we...
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An ache in the pit of your stomach that just did not want to go away?
That was me this afternoon and nothing would take it way.
I just have an awful feeling, a nagging, lingering feeling.
Then I talked to Andreas and that feeling went away, but only for the time we...
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holland:
to me, thats love
-being bestfriends with an emotional and physical connection that is better than anything!-
-being bestfriends with an emotional and physical connection that is better than anything!-
leanimal:
aw hon - I'm sure in time your heart will heal (I know everyone is saying that to you, but it really is true). And over time there will be someone else, someone with more, someone who makes you feel like more. And in the mean time, there's lots to reflect on, lots to learn, and more beautiful writings to write. 
Sometimes we find ourselves
hoping and praying for love.
Praying that someone will open
their hearts to us.
We have the whole thing figured out.
We have the whole thing planned.
From the way we'd yearn to kiss them,
to the holding of hands.
When love finds it's way to us,
after we spend so many nights praying for it.
We don't know true love...
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hoping and praying for love.
Praying that someone will open
their hearts to us.
We have the whole thing figured out.
We have the whole thing planned.
From the way we'd yearn to kiss them,
to the holding of hands.
When love finds it's way to us,
after we spend so many nights praying for it.
We don't know true love...
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carmina:
Aw thanks sweetie!
voiddragon:
i know extacly what ya are talkin about
Went shopping today. Found a ton of stuff that Andreastesfaye is going to love. He is constantly on my mind. Everthing I see makes me think of him and then I impulsively buy it cause I know he is going to love it!
Made an appointment today, actually a lot of appointments!
Facial & pedicure appointment Wednseday!
Gonna get my hair redone on Thursday -...
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rachelle177144:
Hey there, I was not trying to be rude by not accepting friendship from you but I plan on letting my membership expire!!! I can't believe that Xavery was kicked off for Free speach as you said, I have forwarded your message.. Have fun wil your glamor day
holland:
i work 1-7
and than i open fri
and than i open fri
You have nearly reached the finish line.
Interesting summer job. My younger brother (he has a BS in Psychology) works at a sort of "out-patient" facility full-time. Says it is very challenging -- both mentally and physically. Many sick "clients" requiring MUCH supervision...and patience.
(Sleeping alone, eh? I know the feeling. My darling man lives in another state! Oy!)