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ichipulti

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Monday May 30, 2005

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Did you ever get that feeling that something just was not right?
An ache in the pit of your stomach that just did not want to go away?
That was me this afternoon and nothing would take it way.
I just have an awful feeling, a nagging, lingering feeling.
Then I talked to Andreas and that feeling went away, but only for the time we spent on the phone. The agonizing feeling was replaced with a feeling of contentment, butterfies and goosebumps!
Oh how I do love thay man with all of my heart, soul, mind, body,spirit and being. He is not only the man I am in love with, but he is also my bestfriend.
If only I knew how to express all that he mean to me.



I've spent most of my life waiting for you to come along.
Listening to sad songs,
hoping and praying that you would find your way to me.
I never knew what sex you would be.
How tall you'd be,
I just wanted someone,
Honest, intellectual, modest, and easy going.
I found it all in you and it didn't take long for me to notice.
you are 100% open with me
you are most definitely sexy and that's a plus,
but it's not all about that I just love the way you can make me smile.
You're my knight in shining armor,
you do not always come running to my rescue except when I need you,
when i'm feeling down or lonely,
there you are to eradicate any negative energy that I feel.
It just takes one word from you and I'm smiling all over again.
I can sit on the phone with you for hours and never get bored,
even if we don't say anything.
It's like when I'm talking to you, you are my drug you make me high.
Nothing makes me feel the way you make me feel inside.
Your voice is so seductive,
it turns me on.
Your personality is so intriguing its what I like about you the most.
You remind me of my dad, I can understand.
I feel you reaching out to me and I'm grabbing on to your hands.
I'll never letting go.
I'll always be true to you.
Whether we're friends or lovers
Your babygirl will always see you through,
your troubles and your joys.
Some may say that this is coming off too strong,
but that's the impression you left on me.
You can call me when your lonely, happy, sad, or upset.
Let me be the one to remind you that we have something that should not be taken for granted.

VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
holland:
to me, thats love

-being bestfriends with an emotional and physical connection that is better than anything!-
May 30, 2005
leanimal:
aw hon - I'm sure in time your heart will heal (I know everyone is saying that to you, but it really is true). And over time there will be someone else, someone with more, someone who makes you feel like more. And in the mean time, there's lots to reflect on, lots to learn, and more beautiful writings to write. kiss
May 31, 2005

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