well surprise surprise, I single once again.
I think it is time for me to give up for real this time. The last time I gave up I met this guy and he promised to nevr hurt me, to never leave me and to love me forever as long as i just gave him a chance. I told him I was VERY scared as I had been hurt really badly and was not looking for anything or anyone. He chased and convinced me he was different.
Well he was, at first, now I am along again and my kids are heart broken and feeling like they are to blame for me being along. How on earth will I ever change thier minds while trying to put myself back together. I just want to crawl into a deep dark hole and NEVER wake up.
I think it is time for me to give up for real this time. The last time I gave up I met this guy and he promised to nevr hurt me, to never leave me and to love me forever as long as i just gave him a chance. I told him I was VERY scared as I had been hurt really badly and was not looking for anything or anyone. He chased and convinced me he was different.
Well he was, at first, now I am along again and my kids are heart broken and feeling like they are to blame for me being along. How on earth will I ever change thier minds while trying to put myself back together. I just want to crawl into a deep dark hole and NEVER wake up.
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It's a shame that it ended, but even worse was the way he did it.
Hope it hasn't screwed up your studying too much. You can't let him damage your future.
I don't know what to suggest about your kids. Just do what you're doing, reassuring them that it's not their fault. That's the worst aspect of this - that they would blame themselves.