Today was a blah day. I stayed in bed and slept most of it away. I had been up for over 32 hours the day before so I thought I deserved it.
Tonight I am just doing homework writing in my journal and looking at pics of my nephew's back from his skidooing accident in March. Thank goodness he is okay. He broke 1 vertebrae...
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Tonight I am just doing homework writing in my journal and looking at pics of my nephew's back from his skidooing accident in March. Thank goodness he is okay. He broke 1 vertebrae...
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Did you ever get that feeling that something just was not right?
An ache in the pit of your stomach that just did not want to go away?
That was me this afternoon and nothing would take it way.
I just have an awful feeling, a nagging, lingering feeling.
Then I talked to Andreas and that feeling went away, but only for the time we...
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An ache in the pit of your stomach that just did not want to go away?
That was me this afternoon and nothing would take it way.
I just have an awful feeling, a nagging, lingering feeling.
Then I talked to Andreas and that feeling went away, but only for the time we...
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holland:
to me, thats love
-being bestfriends with an emotional and physical connection that is better than anything!-
-being bestfriends with an emotional and physical connection that is better than anything!-
leanimal:
aw hon - I'm sure in time your heart will heal (I know everyone is saying that to you, but it really is true). And over time there will be someone else, someone with more, someone who makes you feel like more. And in the mean time, there's lots to reflect on, lots to learn, and more beautiful writings to write. 
Sometimes we find ourselves
hoping and praying for love.
Praying that someone will open
their hearts to us.
We have the whole thing figured out.
We have the whole thing planned.
From the way we'd yearn to kiss them,
to the holding of hands.
When love finds it's way to us,
after we spend so many nights praying for it.
We don't know true love...
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hoping and praying for love.
Praying that someone will open
their hearts to us.
We have the whole thing figured out.
We have the whole thing planned.
From the way we'd yearn to kiss them,
to the holding of hands.
When love finds it's way to us,
after we spend so many nights praying for it.
We don't know true love...
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carmina:
Aw thanks sweetie!
voiddragon:
i know extacly what ya are talkin about 
Went shopping today. Found a ton of stuff that Andreastesfaye is going to love. He is constantly on my mind. Everthing I see makes me think of him and then I impulsively buy it cause I know he is going to love it!
Made an appointment today, actually a lot of appointments!
Facial & pedicure appointment Wednseday!
Gonna get my hair redone on Thursday -...
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rachelle177144:
Hey there, I was not trying to be rude by not accepting friendship from you but I plan on letting my membership expire!!! I can't believe that Xavery was kicked off for Free speach as you said, I have forwarded your message.. Have fun wil your glamor day
holland:
i work 1-7
and than i open fri
and than i open fri
Arrived in Edmonton today for a week.
Hopefully I will b able to get a little rest and have a little fun in the mean time.
It was not a lot of fun when i first got here though, raining like a son of a gun and the roads I wanted were blocked off for the Queen's arrival. Blocking them off I can see, but...
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Hopefully I will b able to get a little rest and have a little fun in the mean time.
It was not a lot of fun when i first got here though, raining like a son of a gun and the roads I wanted were blocked off for the Queen's arrival. Blocking them off I can see, but...
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doll_:
not trying to be snobby or difficult, just curious.
how did you find me?
how did you find me?
doll_:
very interesting.
thank you
thank you
If you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love.
If you must cheat, cheat death.
If you must steal, steal a moment worth remembering.
If you must cheat, cheat death.
If you must steal, steal a moment worth remembering.
i find you are on my mind,
more often than
any other thought.
sometimes i bring you there,
purposefully.....
to console me,
to warm me,
to make my day a little brighter.
so often though,
you surprise me.
finding your own way
into my thoughts!
oh how i do love you,
forever in my thoughts
more often than
any other thought.
sometimes i bring you there,
purposefully.....
to console me,
to warm me,
to make my day a little brighter.
so often though,
you surprise me.
finding your own way
into my thoughts!
oh how i do love you,
forever in my thoughts
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lacadence:
I can't cook.
astasia:
THATS BEAUTIFUL!! I LOVE IT.
Awwww your soo sweet, but i have plenty of bulges, i just conceal them well. lol. i will post some glamour shots with out a doubt. and ill let you know as soon as i do.
take care
~~Stasi~~
Awwww your soo sweet, but i have plenty of bulges, i just conceal them well. lol. i will post some glamour shots with out a doubt. and ill let you know as soon as i do.
take care
~~Stasi~~
Just a few quotes I found today that struck a cord in my heart. Sorry for being such a suck!
"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate you together, but do so with all of your heart." ~ Marcus Aurelius
"There is no remedy for love but to love more." ~ Henry David Thoreau
"What greater thing...
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"Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate you together, but do so with all of your heart." ~ Marcus Aurelius
"There is no remedy for love but to love more." ~ Henry David Thoreau
"What greater thing...
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voiddragon:
Those quotes are great 
unique3:
good quotes. 
Arrived in Marwayne, AB this afternoon. I willbe doing my clinical practicum for my nursing in the Lloydminster, Saskachewan hospital. It sucks that I have to spend 6 weeks here for 15-12 hour shifts.
I feel like asking myslef what the heck have I gotten myself into. I am on a farm in the middle of nowhere and not another person in sight for 18...
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I feel like asking myslef what the heck have I gotten myself into. I am on a farm in the middle of nowhere and not another person in sight for 18...
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ber:
It all gets better once you are done. You got to do the grunt work 1st. Good luck!!!!
northstar:
good luck lady!!!
you'll do great!
you'll do great!
Here is the next session of lets gt to know each other!!!
1) How many boy/girlfriends have you had?
2) I am most happiest when _______?
3) I secretly would like to be a ______ for a day?
4) My favorite drink is _______?
5) Who was my first boy/ girlfriend?
6) What country would I like to live in?
7) I have a _____...
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1) How many boy/girlfriends have you had?
2) I am most happiest when _______?
3) I secretly would like to be a ______ for a day?
4) My favorite drink is _______?
5) Who was my first boy/ girlfriend?
6) What country would I like to live in?
7) I have a _____...
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leanimal:
1) How many boy/girlfriends have you had? 3 serious relationships and countless boys that I called my boyfriend back when it didn't matter (maybe 10 or so of those)
2) I am most happiest when I'm in Gainesville, with Tim, having crazy fun doing random things.
3) I secretly would like to be a the male version of myself for a day.
4) My favorite drink is Whiskey Sours if I'm at The Top, otherwise Irish Cream with Vanilla Vodka and Peppermint Schnaps over ice.
5) Who was my first bofriend? A guy named Cricket (I think his real name was Geoffrey). I was 13, it lasted a week.
6) What country would I like to live in? I'd say Italy, but not until I learn Italian - otherwise England/Ireland.
7) I have a rock for a pet. But I'm dying for an English Bulldog
8) What is my favorite past time? Listening to 80's, or walking around outside on nice days and drinking cold beers with friends.
9) If I could do anything and be happy it would be? Own my own bar.
10) My favorite person to spend time with is and why? lastof9 - cause we're in love
11) I would most love to graduate, get married, be rich, open up the bar.
12) What color is my hair? Brown - I'd like to highlight it - maybe this summer
13) My eye color is? Brown
14) I love ______? lastof9
2) I am most happiest when I'm in Gainesville, with Tim, having crazy fun doing random things.
3) I secretly would like to be a the male version of myself for a day.
4) My favorite drink is Whiskey Sours if I'm at The Top, otherwise Irish Cream with Vanilla Vodka and Peppermint Schnaps over ice.
5) Who was my first bofriend? A guy named Cricket (I think his real name was Geoffrey). I was 13, it lasted a week.
6) What country would I like to live in? I'd say Italy, but not until I learn Italian - otherwise England/Ireland.
7) I have a rock for a pet. But I'm dying for an English Bulldog
8) What is my favorite past time? Listening to 80's, or walking around outside on nice days and drinking cold beers with friends.
9) If I could do anything and be happy it would be? Own my own bar.
10) My favorite person to spend time with is and why? lastof9 - cause we're in love
11) I would most love to graduate, get married, be rich, open up the bar.
12) What color is my hair? Brown - I'd like to highlight it - maybe this summer
13) My eye color is? Brown
14) I love ______? lastof9
faye:
1) How many boy/girlfriends have you had? Uh... I don't even know how to count them...actual like been with for a long enough time boyfriends...I'm with my third.
2) I am most happiest when _______?
When it's sunny, when I'm painting and I feel comfy with my art, when I have good company surrounding my life, when I don't think and worry to much about stupid ass shit I have no control over. And when I'm having regular sex *L
3) I secretly would like to be a ______ for a day?
Photographer of hot male models
4) My favorite drink is _______?
Purple Rain and Long Beach Ice Teas
5) Who was my first boy/ girlfriend?
James...he was my first love and I wanted to marry him but then he left me and married someone else. Boo to him.
6) What country would I like to live in?
haha I have no idea, I like Canada I just want to live in a different place inside Canada.
7) I have a _____ for a pet.
2 dogs and 2 cats
8) What is my favorite past time?
Painting, going clubbing with Nikki, talking to Matt, shopping
9) If I could do anything and be happy it would be?
I don't really understand this question...like job wise what would make me happy or...?? It would make me happy to just be a painter and be paid millions of dollars for my work. *L
10) My favorite person to spend time with is and why?
Matt....because he loves me and I love him.
11) I would most love to _________?
Vacation in Belize
12) What color is my hair?
Ugh redish brown at the moment
13) My eye color is?
Green
14) I love ______?
Matt
2) I am most happiest when _______?
When it's sunny, when I'm painting and I feel comfy with my art, when I have good company surrounding my life, when I don't think and worry to much about stupid ass shit I have no control over. And when I'm having regular sex *L
3) I secretly would like to be a ______ for a day?
Photographer of hot male models
4) My favorite drink is _______?
Purple Rain and Long Beach Ice Teas
5) Who was my first boy/ girlfriend?
James...he was my first love and I wanted to marry him but then he left me and married someone else. Boo to him.
6) What country would I like to live in?
haha I have no idea, I like Canada I just want to live in a different place inside Canada.
7) I have a _____ for a pet.
2 dogs and 2 cats
8) What is my favorite past time?
Painting, going clubbing with Nikki, talking to Matt, shopping
9) If I could do anything and be happy it would be?
I don't really understand this question...like job wise what would make me happy or...?? It would make me happy to just be a painter and be paid millions of dollars for my work. *L
10) My favorite person to spend time with is and why?
Matt....because he loves me and I love him.
11) I would most love to _________?
Vacation in Belize
12) What color is my hair?
Ugh redish brown at the moment
13) My eye color is?
Green
14) I love ______?
Matt
Not feeling so great ~ Andreas and I just broke up.
I love him like crazy, but it is not enough!
I love him like crazy, but it is not enough!
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geekygoo:
I'm so sorry for you! 
lacadence:
aaaaaaaw, many hugs. take care, dear.
Here I am the complete looser, it is a friday night and I am home alone.
I took my kids to visit Andreas earlier and it made me cry tears of joy to see how much they truly do love each other. My kids have not really known their biological father (aka sperm donor), so for me to see them interacting, playing, enjoying themselves and...
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I took my kids to visit Andreas earlier and it made me cry tears of joy to see how much they truly do love each other. My kids have not really known their biological father (aka sperm donor), so for me to see them interacting, playing, enjoying themselves and...
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voiddragon:
Well my plans for friday night didn't work out exactly how I wanted em too. Got to my friends he's sittin there playin backgammom with his friend. Then they inform me that he's going to take her up to her other friends house. Then later I find out that he's gonna stay there with her. That really pisses me off cuz I made plans to play a rpg game like a week ago. Fukrs.
lacadence:
It is so nice to hear you have a good man. Who loves your kids.
Then played with the photoshop. Glad you liked it.