Idk what im doing with my life. Lately the always high spirited and always positive me has been gone and its been getting worse. Literally its work or home playing games and what little time i dont play games im texting or eating. On top of this all i just suck at everything it takes to be an adult or a person in general. Like saving enough money, schooling, or working out, hell even eating good food. I always waste my time one everyone else around me while i feel i have no skill to survive and live so i slowly kill myself with no sleep multiple monsters in a day and terrible food choice. I suck as a human and im only good at helping those im around and with keep moving forward and happy.
Been really down lately sorry guy who read this just seems pointless.
