Yeah, life is unfathomably (sp?) short, so we all should love eachother. It's so fucking weird sometimes.
So I'm finally done with first year law school. And I'm thinking, how the fuck did I end up in law school in Los Angeles Ca. I think I must have chosen something really evil and therefore ended up in LA going to law school. This was totally unexpected. Anyway, while they are trying to teach me to be a tool for the status quo, I'm trying to learn how to fuck the system and avoid the money/big firm trap. So far so good.
Tonight we all went out to a party and then a bar. I found out that quite a few girls were into me, more than I had realized. But they were drunk, so you must take this with a grain of salt. I also had a fucking fantastic talk with Wendy, my friend's (lesbian) partner. She is so fucking cool. An artist, with similar beliefs and viewpoints about the world. I fucking love her. I'd rather talk to her than a bunch of law students, that's for sure. Anyway, some of the othes were giving me a hard time for talking to Wendy so long, saying "you know, John, she's gay and committed." I fucking know that, we're just friends, okay?! I would reply.
Why is it that everytime a guy is a talking to a girl people have to infer sexual intent?! It's fucked up. I'm easier friends with girls than guys at this point, and sex just fucks things up a lot of times. So yeah.....Wendy is fucking badass.
What else? Yeah, just thinking how fucking unpredictable and crazy and too fucking short life is. We were at this bar, I was way fucking drunk and I thought "this is the pinnnacle of first year law school?" It's fucking sad. Is this life:? This is fucking weird. It's so normal, and drunken, and sad, but beautiful.l...I wanted to start crying then and there, but I didn't. Life is sooooooooo fucking short.
It's mindblowing. It's horrifying and also liberating at once. But tonight I just found it horrifying. Yeah. Life is fucking short. We need to love eachother.
Other than that, I love you guys and I'm going to bed. I've met some cool people out here, and I'm glad for that. I hope I will live tens of thousands of more days on this planet.
Love always,
John
So I'm finally done with first year law school. And I'm thinking, how the fuck did I end up in law school in Los Angeles Ca. I think I must have chosen something really evil and therefore ended up in LA going to law school. This was totally unexpected. Anyway, while they are trying to teach me to be a tool for the status quo, I'm trying to learn how to fuck the system and avoid the money/big firm trap. So far so good.
Tonight we all went out to a party and then a bar. I found out that quite a few girls were into me, more than I had realized. But they were drunk, so you must take this with a grain of salt. I also had a fucking fantastic talk with Wendy, my friend's (lesbian) partner. She is so fucking cool. An artist, with similar beliefs and viewpoints about the world. I fucking love her. I'd rather talk to her than a bunch of law students, that's for sure. Anyway, some of the othes were giving me a hard time for talking to Wendy so long, saying "you know, John, she's gay and committed." I fucking know that, we're just friends, okay?! I would reply.
Why is it that everytime a guy is a talking to a girl people have to infer sexual intent?! It's fucked up. I'm easier friends with girls than guys at this point, and sex just fucks things up a lot of times. So yeah.....Wendy is fucking badass.
What else? Yeah, just thinking how fucking unpredictable and crazy and too fucking short life is. We were at this bar, I was way fucking drunk and I thought "this is the pinnnacle of first year law school?" It's fucking sad. Is this life:? This is fucking weird. It's so normal, and drunken, and sad, but beautiful.l...I wanted to start crying then and there, but I didn't. Life is sooooooooo fucking short.
It's mindblowing. It's horrifying and also liberating at once. But tonight I just found it horrifying. Yeah. Life is fucking short. We need to love eachother.
Other than that, I love you guys and I'm going to bed. I've met some cool people out here, and I'm glad for that. I hope I will live tens of thousands of more days on this planet.
Love always,
John
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