It's a gorgeous, amazing day. I'm going to go enjoy it.
I'm tired of seeing my mom drunk when I go to my parent's place. Went tonight to fix my little sister's computer, and there's my mom, probably a bottle of wine into the night, making cracks about my stepdad being dull, proclaiming that she'd want to be single, making comments about my biological father, laughing, crying... hell, at least this time she wasn't trying to...
Read More
Read More
m_bethany:
would love to see you when I cruise in tomorrow... I have to drive my bro out to his house tonight in traffic... also business to be handled... either way, I will give you a ring sometime tomorrow late morning and see what is up with you...
I just need to chill and smile. What to do that with me?
You have to see the new house anyway.... hope you are doing okay...
BTW- my drinking/substance abuse has gone down quite a bit, just remember some of us self-medicate that way.... you are no different if I remember correctly.. *loves and hugs*
I just need to chill and smile. What to do that with me?

You have to see the new house anyway.... hope you are doing okay...
BTW- my drinking/substance abuse has gone down quite a bit, just remember some of us self-medicate that way.... you are no different if I remember correctly.. *loves and hugs*
Ouch. Capoeira practice for two hours, then straight to the gym... all after not being able to sleep well for days.
That's going to leave a mark.
That's going to leave a mark.
m_bethany:
thank you for the comment. you are so sweet to me. how about a drink when I get out of Dennis Miller Live...? that is, if you are still suffering from insomnia... leave me a comment to check when I get home tonight...
much love. stop beating yourself up... oh and I have some party favors to discuss for saturday night.
puss puss.
much love. stop beating yourself up... oh and I have some party favors to discuss for saturday night.



m_bethany:
got a Tom Cruise movie... ek!!!!

Grrr.
Can't fucking stay asleep.
This is going on, what, over a week now of bad sleep?
Can't fucking stay asleep.
This is going on, what, over a week now of bad sleep?

I am so fucking tired. Not physically (though it's getting there), but I'm definitely fatigued by the banality and inhumanity of my work environment.
It's time to get some sleep, stoke the fires and rise before the sun and burn the fucking day to cinders.
It's time to get some sleep, stoke the fires and rise before the sun and burn the fucking day to cinders.
bluechild:
mushroom enchiladas? hmmm come to mexico, get real enchiladas 

So I'm back from the void. ie, I once again have a working computer at home. I'll try not to cook this one.
I had it (rather pointedly) brought to my attention that I never update here. I guess that's true. I do most of my blogging on livejournal, seeing as I can access it from work. On the other hand, I've realized that I...
Read More
I had it (rather pointedly) brought to my attention that I never update here. I guess that's true. I do most of my blogging on livejournal, seeing as I can access it from work. On the other hand, I've realized that I...
Read More
Damn I love this site!
Hot intelligent girls make me happy.
Hot intelligent girls make me happy.

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
m_bethany:
he renews the membership but does not update his journal? interesting....
things are going... I drive by your house on tuesday and wednesday in traffic around 6:30-7 now.. so you come to mind at least that much! things are going....
cell is off... it is better off that way... but you can find me here or at the house... I will leave it for you one of these days.
much love.
that angel*
things are going... I drive by your house on tuesday and wednesday in traffic around 6:30-7 now.. so you come to mind at least that much! things are going....
cell is off... it is better off that way... but you can find me here or at the house... I will leave it for you one of these days.
much love.
that angel*
icariancypher:
Yeah, I'm back on here, but most of my journal is at LiveJournal....
Damn... does it get any cuter than Flux? Cute and smart is hard to beat.

flux:
thanks!
The amount of artistry and beauty on this site is incredible. From everyday wonders to unreal examples of what could be, there's no limit to this place...