iansecondskin

I really don't do this often enough...

Well, i've joined a Gym and started to get fit, after 4 visits I feel a big difference in both my fitnss and my general outlook... I have been feeling much more positive and optimistic since starting this.

I've chilled out a bit on my weekly drink and drug intake, and again feeling positive effects.... (for anyone who doesn't know my previous history my weekend philosophy has always been to get "wrote off") as Hunter S Thompson once said " I hate to advocate drugs, violence or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me" Well i've turned a new leaf as far as thats concerned

Tonight I went to see 36 crazyfist play in glasgow... that band are the pinnacle of mediocrity. Its sad to see that 800 people turned out for a lesson in banality and I was one of them. I

I started reading Bez from the happy mondays autobiography and he has a good quote about drugs...

drugs = life
drugs = stimulated life
drugs = simulated life
drugs = escapism
drugs = captivity
drugs = money
drugs = no money
drugs = sex
drugs = broken families
drugs = confidence
drugs = paranoia
drugs = energy
drugs = inertia
drugs = glamour
drugs = deprivation
drugs = generosity
drugs = deciet
drugs = social circles
drugs = anti-social circles
drugs = love
drugs = violence
drugs = wicked nights
drugs = wasted days
drugs = enlightened thoughts
drugs = banal conversation
drugs = something other than this life...

I hate my work. I enjoy my job, its just the people I can't stand.. its tough working in the environment I work with. Seriously, if the people I work with put as much in to their own job as they did trying to fault others and destroy them they would be top class. nfortunately it means my day is filled with justifications for what I do. Sad really.

I can't wait to get my album started and get off touring.... everyday till then does feel like an eternity :-(

There are other things too... but thats as open as I can be here.