ianquinn

Ugh. Shit day today...really the last 7 or 8 days....and while we're at it, let's just add a few years to that list. I figure, why not come on here and bitch to nobody in particular. At least that way it's not burdensome to anyone. There's really not one thing that I can put my finger on that's making me angry/frustrated...I think the real problem may lie in the fact that I don't really do anything for myself. I spend the vast majority of my time trying to look out for others. I don't really expect anything in return, maybe just some appreciation...hell, I'd take just not getting bitched at these days. If it's not the wife, it's my sister, or maybe about 40 different people at my work. I'm through fighting though. That just breeds more animosity, more fighting.

I try to breathe, focus my attention on inner peace with the hopes of radiating that out to the people near me. Either I'm not projecting or they're not receiving. One of these days though.....