ian_roland

So things have pretty well been in turmoil lately. A really great thing has ended. My friend Jae is horribly ill and in and out of the hospital. New job is good but I'm not getting nearly enough hours.

Things need to change. There needs to be less confusion and not knowing what is going on or what's going to happen.

I'm getting shit for sleep and running on fumes and caffeine the majority of the time. My mind and heart won't stop working overtime and give me the much needed rest, peace, quiet, that is desperately needed.

Thanks to everyone who has been supportive recently I may not say it or act like it but I need it.