iamthelizardking

so, here's the latest.

well, at least for now.

i started working out for the first time i ever have last night. i'm going to work out for an hour each day. the main idea behind this one is to get stronger so i can hurt people.

but

this is all built around one person, and since i don't feel like typing another one, and i'm not even close to being as driven as i was last night when i got back from working out. so, here it is.


ich bin fur dich ein tuftwaffe.

before today, tom, i regarded you as nothing more than some pesky mosquito who wouldn't leave me alone.

you've become so much more to me now. when you challenged me, doubted me, and threatened something that i love as much as i love the rest of my family, you became so much more. you're a threat to ME now.

tom, while i hate you with every bone in my body, you have given me something so incredible. i have this drive inside of me now, a drive i can't even compare anything else to.

i just got back from the gym-something i have always been completely opposed to doing. now i am there, going insane, lifting, getting stronger, tom.

i go in with pure hate-solely thanks to you-i leave, having expended my hate, thinking about hitting you, about destroying everything you are and stand for.

this is something i have never experienced before. it's incredible, it's absolutely amazing.

i am getting stronger, tom. and i'm coming for you.

yep. that's how that goes