iamsynn

well, im goin to san diego in sept. to help celebrate my grandpops 80th birthday it be fun. When isnt cali fun aside from when earth quakes and riots break out. Actuallly the last time i went to san diego a week before we got there some whacked out kid went on a shootin spree in a shoppin center where my auntie works. But i guess shootings out there are as commmon as bums dying in richmond.

when is the last time you say your grand parents?

also whats your claim to fame for a 'tragedy' as in a multiple car pile up or some other incident like that?


i just realized why i enjoy living out in the 'country' when i stepped out to have a smoke. it was soo dark that i couldnt see anything but shadows overlapping the dark, the air smelled of wild flowers, and the gentle hum of crickets and other night bugs. and for once in a while i felt happy and content. its nice to live out here and not have to worry about things i would in the citylike that whole shooting thing i was talking about ^up there. but at the same time the solitude that makes me happy makes me sad b/c its solitude i guess i have alot of things i have to work out before i be truely happy.