iamlost

Well - lets see - you'd think that after 4 months there would be something to say.

I'm not sure if it's that I'm afraid to put down into words what happens or doesn't happen in my life; as it would amplify just how sad it is sometimes.

Spent most of my free time this summer working with the big cats. Had a female tiger that must have been abused early in her life as she's been a handful all summer - that and she's pinned up with 3 males so she may be trying to establish he place and picks on the trainers since we are the weakest link. She's bit me several times this year - up until I bit her back. Most of the time she's a sweet heart - but she's constantly testing the waters.

Got a nasty infection in my leg - spent some time in the hospital because of it and have been doing iv antibotics at home for the past 2 weeks - hopefully it will be over soon as it's a real pain; not to mention the PICC line is a chore to keep up with.

The new puppy is growing too fast - he's a real doll and has one of the most expressionable faces of any dog I've had or have.

Met some really good people this summer - which was nice as I tend not to give a shit about people anymore. I keep my friends here and in the real world - just not to keen to normally make any new ones.

Cheers!