this is the only blog i have no one reads, so its the save one to write in, no time for boobies right now. maybe when i get home there will be time before bed.
the girl i like, likes someone else. i dont know what to do right now. do i put it all out there, and talk to her about. or do i just kept on acting like i dont know. i already know she dosnt want to date me, but thats because i drink. but i got that one in the bag. no more drinking for me. i am a big fat quiter. so i am hoping that this new leaf will put me in the winners cricle. or it could all backfire and drive me back to the bottle harder then before. god i hate girls, why cant i just be gay?
side note cut off all my hair, after growing it out for almost a year. it was the longest its ever been. now its back to good old shaved.
update 8/15 the person lynette like is peat haha i am a dork.
the girl i like, likes someone else. i dont know what to do right now. do i put it all out there, and talk to her about. or do i just kept on acting like i dont know. i already know she dosnt want to date me, but thats because i drink. but i got that one in the bag. no more drinking for me. i am a big fat quiter. so i am hoping that this new leaf will put me in the winners cricle. or it could all backfire and drive me back to the bottle harder then before. god i hate girls, why cant i just be gay?
side note cut off all my hair, after growing it out for almost a year. it was the longest its ever been. now its back to good old shaved.
update 8/15 the person lynette like is peat haha i am a dork.