Ugh, today was just bad. Worked sucked from the moment i got in and then at about 11 I developed some sort of stomach problem lots of pain and I felt like vomiting but I never did. Came home passed out and when I woke up I still had the stomach pains and a headache on top of that, I always get headaches after I fall asleep during the day. Today sucked, sucked hard.

Well, Joe called today. I don't know. I don't feel like I deserve to be treated the way he treats me. I want better! I don't want to get yelled at every time I call him because I've had a bad day at school. And stuff... I want the sweet mushy stuff!