Can't help but be melancholy tonight. Spent $12 on candy and only had 4 trick or treaters. Dressed up as Yzma from the Emperors New Groove and no one recognized the character...I'd like to watch Magnolia and curl up with a warm cup of apple cider, but there's none to be found here in New Mexico...not the real stuff anyway. Just overglorified apple juice with...
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I have lots of things to say...
Most of them are interesting, but too specific, so I'll refrain. I'll summarize by saying that dark secrets are really okay to share with someone who truly loves you. The admissions won't be judged, but considered the substance that comprises you as a loveable entity.
Or something...
Halloween is almost here, so that marks the part of fall...
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Most of them are interesting, but too specific, so I'll refrain. I'll summarize by saying that dark secrets are really okay to share with someone who truly loves you. The admissions won't be judged, but considered the substance that comprises you as a loveable entity.
Or something...
Halloween is almost here, so that marks the part of fall...
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feyd:
So when can I come over for some warm apple cider? 
ia9os_demi5e:
You don't adore me, doof. You just can't think of anything good to do.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Good. The last two lines made me think of what I could say to summarize the unfortunate reality that destroyed my last relationship.
"I'm not a concept. I'm just a fucked up girl trying to find my own peace of mind. I'll give you everything you want except the thing you need most...and eventually you'll feel confined by my...
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Good. The last two lines made me think of what I could say to summarize the unfortunate reality that destroyed my last relationship.
"I'm not a concept. I'm just a fucked up girl trying to find my own peace of mind. I'll give you everything you want except the thing you need most...and eventually you'll feel confined by my...
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feyd:
Have you been throwing rocks on my balcony? call me.
[Edited on Oct 25, 2004 12:36AM]
[Edited on Oct 25, 2004 12:36AM]
ia9os_demi5e:
No. Must be one of your other crazy exes. 
Ah fuck. Moving is a pain, but I love the new place. A bit disappointed in the way the furniture had to be arranged for the space available, but I'll live for now. It's functional, but not pretty. At least tonight I am going to get Mr. Davidmeow and I will really feel like its home once he's there. I love my kitty. 
feyd:
You know, I could come over and look at arranging your furniture for you. For a straight male I seem to have a knack for that shit.
Edgefest Story #1: One band at Edgefest, called Anesthesia, (or something) got through one song before the State Cops cut them off and arrested one of their members. We can't figure out why, ut we'll find out. It's just too funny not to.
Edgefest Story #1: One band at Edgefest, called Anesthesia, (or something) got through one song before the State Cops cut them off and arrested one of their members. We can't figure out why, ut we'll find out. It's just too funny not to.
ia9os_demi5e:
I'm gonna play with it tonight. I don't have cable and am not in the mood to sew, so I'll play musical furniture. If you have criticism at some point, you know I'm open. I'd bitch a little about the obstacle with it, but you'll see soon enough (and will prolly notice before I even say it). Mostly, it just looks awful because I need to reupholster all of it. The arrangement is the easy part...
And yes, do find out. Do. That's *AWESOME*!!! I've been to shows where the lead singers were reputed for some sordid shit, but I've *NEVER* seen a show stopped for a bandmember to be arrested. I must know what infraction deserved that level of enforcement.
Sadly, it will prolly be a bench warrant on a parking ticket or something. But find out anyway....
And yes, do find out. Do. That's *AWESOME*!!! I've been to shows where the lead singers were reputed for some sordid shit, but I've *NEVER* seen a show stopped for a bandmember to be arrested. I must know what infraction deserved that level of enforcement.
Sadly, it will prolly be a bench warrant on a parking ticket or something. But find out anyway....
So jumpy. So restless. Pursued the only avenue I can when I want to sleep, but my body won't let me. I think that avenue is ignoring me. I wish it were easy again. I don't imagine things will be any better in the new place....shit. 
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feyd:
Hey you. Wanna hookup sometime? believe it or not, I'm on here for the gun, gunsmith, dune, and motorcycle forums. *wink*
ia9os_demi5e:
>Hey you. Wanna hookup sometime? believe it or not, I'm on here for the gun, gunsmith, dune, and motorcycle forums. *wink*<
Ah! That's what your screen name is. I couldn't remember (if I ever knew in the first place). Yeah, well, I'm here cause I wanted to get in shape, get naked for this place, and shock the hell outta you, but the element of suprise is gone now.
C'est la guerre.
...and yeah, we all know you're here just to read the articles. Wanker. (and I say that in the most loving way...)
>Hey you. Wanna hookup sometime? believe it or not, I'm on here for the gun, gunsmith, dune, and motorcycle forums. *wink*<
Ah! That's what your screen name is. I couldn't remember (if I ever knew in the first place). Yeah, well, I'm here cause I wanted to get in shape, get naked for this place, and shock the hell outta you, but the element of suprise is gone now.
C'est la guerre.
...and yeah, we all know you're here just to read the articles. Wanker.
(and I say that in the most loving way...)"Superman stands alone. Superman did not become Superman, Superman was born Superman. When Superman wakes up in the morning, he is Superman. His alter ego is Clark Kent. His outfit with the big red S is the blanket he was wrapped in as a baby when the Kents found him. Those are his clothes. What Kent wears, the glasses the business suit, *that's* the costume....
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A year ago today...
I was torn apart because the man I loved betrayed me beyond return and moved out of the home we made together. We were both to blame...he had been dating his ex for the better part of a year behind my back, and I made choices in favor of my friends instead of our relationship. Everyone thought we were insane for...
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I was torn apart because the man I loved betrayed me beyond return and moved out of the home we made together. We were both to blame...he had been dating his ex for the better part of a year behind my back, and I made choices in favor of my friends instead of our relationship. Everyone thought we were insane for...
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Sunday came and went and the Sandman didn't come after me, so I suppose that's good. Not like I was really "running" anyway. So, now my hand blinks and I guess they can send me to the carrousel because life is over.
Hahahhaha!
Actually my birthday present to myself is not to be involved in any relationship that doesn't give as much as I do....
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Hahahhaha!
Actually my birthday present to myself is not to be involved in any relationship that doesn't give as much as I do....
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Another beautiful day in the neighborhood...
I work at the most ghetto hi-tech place in the country. The computer system is down and all I have is this lousy blogspace.
I've been spending a lot of time doing vast rumination on my experiences with men in general. The ex-husband, the crushes, the boyfriends, the ex-fiancee...one thing I never really have shaken is the fact that...
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I work at the most ghetto hi-tech place in the country. The computer system is down and all I have is this lousy blogspace.
I've been spending a lot of time doing vast rumination on my experiences with men in general. The ex-husband, the crushes, the boyfriends, the ex-fiancee...one thing I never really have shaken is the fact that...
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Sometimes you have to be a moron not to feed a cute guy that you really whose heart you really want to win. ;P