Thursday Oct 14, 2004

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So jumpy. So restless. Pursued the only avenue I can when I want to sleep, but my body won't let me. I think that avenue is ignoring me. I wish it were easy again. I don't imagine things will be any better in the new place....shit. mad
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feyd:
Hey you. Wanna hookup sometime? believe it or not, I'm on here for the gun, gunsmith, dune, and motorcycle forums. *wink*
ia9os_demi5e:

>Hey you. Wanna hookup sometime? believe it or not, I'm on here for the gun, gunsmith, dune, and motorcycle forums. *wink*<

Ah! That's what your screen name is. I couldn't remember (if I ever knew in the first place). Yeah, well, I'm here cause I wanted to get in shape, get naked for this place, and shock the hell outta you, but the element of suprise is gone now.

C'est la guerre.

...and yeah, we all know you're here just to read the articles. Wanker. tongue (and I say that in the most loving way...)

Monday Oct 11, 2004

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"Superman stands alone. Superman did not become Superman, Superman was born Superman. When Superman wakes up in the morning, he is Superman. His alter ego is Clark Kent. His outfit with the big red S is the blanket he was wrapped in as a baby when the Kents found him. Those are his clothes. What Kent wears, the glasses the business suit, *that's* the costume....
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Monday Oct 11, 2004

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A year ago today...

I was torn apart because the man I loved betrayed me beyond return and moved out of the home we made together. We were both to blame...he had been dating his ex for the better part of a year behind my back, and I made choices in favor of my friends instead of our relationship. Everyone thought we were insane for...
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Tuesday Oct 05, 2004

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Sunday came and went and the Sandman didn't come after me, so I suppose that's good. Not like I was really "running" anyway. So, now my hand blinks and I guess they can send me to the carrousel because life is over.

Hahahhaha!

Actually my birthday present to myself is not to be involved in any relationship that doesn't give as much as I do....
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Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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Another beautiful day in the neighborhood...

I work at the most ghetto hi-tech place in the country. The computer system is down and all I have is this lousy blogspace.

I've been spending a lot of time doing vast rumination on my experiences with men in general. The ex-husband, the crushes, the boyfriends, the ex-fiancee...one thing I never really have shaken is the fact that...
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Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

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Sometimes you have to be a moron not to feed a cute guy that you really whose heart you really want to win. ;P

Monday Sep 27, 2004

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Fucksakechrist! What an awful long day at work.*sigh* Now to go home and try to get some sewing done so I can have a free weekend and not have to do any of it then. Lately, nothing seems to excite me. Shows, movies, everything just seems blah. I think turning 30 is going to be harder than I imagined. I'm not taking it real well....
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Sunday Sep 26, 2004

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Watched "Jersey Girl" last night. I was trying not to let go of the water works, but that movie made me cry like a bitch (which is not something I'm prone to, BTW). I started thinking about how much everything has changed in a year and how much different it will be even next year...

"Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides,
Can I...
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Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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I'm lame. I decided against using this place as my own personal gripe barn about my job. It sounded good at the time, but my flaky Libran nature has momentarily decided its a bad idea. I'm sure I'll change my mind again later.

In other news, I went to the State Fair today and had some pictures taken. So worship me, damn you. Or don't....
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darkangelazrael:
Right on! I am glad you had a great day! I wish I were back home so i could go to the fair too. But I will not be getting back ABQ way till mid to end October. I hope it is nice and cloudy and dreary over there. I really miss the weather it's not quite the same anywhere else. Dang i miss all my friends and my doggie!!!!! I'll be home soon anyhow, and i am glad you had a good day hope this next weekend goes just as well for you. Take care and have a great weekend oh and by the way i am a very good driver lol

Sincerely, Ron puke

Friday Sep 10, 2004

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I think I may use this space to moan about how ridiculous well-educated people are. You see, I work at a lab and though everyone here is amazingly intelligent, they have no fucking brains.

I can't believe what a bunch of unorganized whiners PhDs and professors can be. Unbelieveable.

Essentially, my job is to prep everything in the lab so these folk don't have to...
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asreal1:
Please do that. Please. Is it the typical 'absent-minded professor' kind of stuff, or worse than we could possibly imagine?
ia9os_demi5e:
Worse...absent mindedness can be a little irritating, but mostly endearing. This is just flat-out stoopid. And I mean stoopid..