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So, we'll start with a random peek into my Star Wars fantasies.

The most profound of influences on me as a child-closely seconded or tied by Doctor Who-were the Star Wars movies. Definitely something I'd always wanted to be a part of....something I'd always hoped would be a bigger, deeper tale (as was being led to Empire Strikes Back).

Obviously that didn't happen, but I...
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mrshateyourself:
You'll be fine, my love. I assure you.

I miss you. AND..

I love you.

Sooooo.. YEAH!

kiss
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Un-Dear place of employment:

You're not the only one who wishes I could be in 3 or more places at once. It'd be a neat trick, and even more efficient than I am now. I understand, though, that you assume I can be in 3 places doing 3 jobs since I do the workload of 3 people, but hey. Doesn't work like that.

It would...
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laputa64:
work sucks like that. bastards.
prockg:
Ah, I wish I had a cool nic like Shaggy. love
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Moving next week. Yay.

Bored. Lonely.

So dissatisfied with everything.

5am on a Saturday morning and it's quiet enough to hear a busted fire hydrant 3 blocks away.

What am I doing?
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inlikeflynn:
writer, eh. more or less.

attempting to be.




would like to be.




one day.
inlikeflynn:
Religion has produced some of the most beautiful written works in existence, if that's what you mean. I've never personally read the bible in its entirety, but I've read some of the individual books, and some other selected holy texts, and enjoyed them very much. It's not hard to understand why so many people try very hard to live their lives according to the messages they impart.
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OK, so.....I'm going to be pissed if this entry doesn't go up due to the internet acting wilylike.

This entry deals with that allergic reaction/outbreak mentioned a few entries back.....and I warn you now:if you do not want the thought of my genitals in your mind, it's best to skip this entry. The details are not pleasant, nor am I sparse with detail.

I'm not...
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mrshateyourself:
I love you too, baby. kiss
drake:
you know, i can't help but feel i'd be a third wheel. wink

and no pressure; i'm looking forward to seeing where you guys take the thing, and i'm not going anywhere.
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I've been trying for two days to write an entry on Episode 3.....

And I really can't put something of such personal magnitude to words easily.

Suffice to say, it's over. Another door in life slammed shut.

This is not where I'm supposed to be, and it's not an acceptable deviation either.

On the upside, the allergic reaction in the previous entry worked itself out...
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mrshateyourself:
I know you're overwhelmed and it feels like everything is up in the air right now, but I promise that everything will be okay.

I love you, baby.

Arrow three.
calypso:
"Heh-heh...you're yankin' my chain...'Let's pull one over on ol' Quagmire...'"

kiss kiss kiss
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OH DEAR GOD I DONT BELIEVE IN:ALLERGIC REACTIONS! frown

Long story short, I'm part of a lovely kinda medical experiment, and AUUUGH! This is not the miracle cure I was expecting. I hope it's just a part of it I wasn't told of, and that maybe it's my fault for being a little overzealous. EITHERWAY.

Star Wars next week.

Heard from my sister, which is amusing...
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akathisia:
Have you seen it yet?
laputa64:
thank you for the warm welcome back!
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The weather is perfect this morning.

I stepped outside and the temperature was neutral-but once I stepped into the sunlight, it was so warm that I almost got the chills. There was no breeze, but you could feel the air whispering about with life. Crossing into shadowed patches as I walked, I could feel the lack of warming sunlight-I became again oblivious to temperature, but...
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inlikeflynn:
nah, I get on really well with my mother. I just have a very strange and wayward dreamstate. when my mind wanders, sometimes even when I'm awake, I get weird shit like that.
vixen:
I can't wait for warmer weather in NYC! It's so chilly!!!
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So, at work the other night, getting into the evening I saw more and more teen pretties walking in, dressed fancifully....

Ah, high school prom. Got it. Why, I wonder, were there so many lone females/groups of females. Where were the males?

I'd always insisted that I wouldn't go to my prom. It really wasn't anything special-and most "special" things are only truly as special...
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mrshateyourself:
Mojo Resuscitator reporting for duty, sir.

*salute*

kiss
inlikeflynn:
good on you for sticking to your guns and for looking at the whole thing from your current, positive perspective.

still and all, I probably would have gone for the sweaty prom sex. that's just me, though, I think.... if a girl asked if she could blow me, assuming we're not in the middle of dinner with my grandparents, I can't conceive of a universe in which the answer is 'no.' I think my brain has yet to develop those moral restrictions. I need more sex and drama to stimulate their growth.
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I started a Doctor Who group.

http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Doctor+Who/

Come join, bitches!

All these geeks, all these Europeans, all these everyone on SG....and a Yank has to be the one to start a Doctor Who group. Kinda sad! tongue
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mrshateyourself:
If we have everything we need, there's no real need for a shower, I suppose...

So NO, I guess. heh

But we're still on for the marriage bit, right? wink
alisa:
no offense. it wasn't meant as a "racial thread" just a political one. and usually that's hard to seperate. i was just trying to draw a link to the inequalities of our current gov't structure.
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I like living in the 21st Century, even though it's not quite as futuristic as it should be. Where's my silver jumpsuit, dayglo purple hair, flying car, and holographic projectors?


OR maybe those things DO exist, and I've been trapped in this black hole of society for too long:

There's a tiny grocery store behind my home, on the street behind. Been there for at...
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mrshateyourself:
Equal dee, arrow three.
akathisia:
I know. It was horrible. puke I am seriously traumatised. blackeyed
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The Molly entry...

I have held Molly as a precious secret for very long now. Not so much hid her existence, but her role.

I first spoke to Molly....almost 18 months ago now, post-BNAT. First discussion was about the value of a varied taste in music, and we had a long rant on spoken word in music. Ended as she was to head to the...
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mrshateyourself:
.... wow.

For your supposed lack of memory, you remember every detail, my love.

Thank you so much. <3

PS.. Rawr INDEED.
punknitemike:
i actually dont know what happened to her...trying to find out myself in fact, i havent talked to her in quite some time either. im pretty bummed about it though, i'm gonna miss her here!
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So....a brief version of my misadventure to Texas to shoot an interview and other(?) CDROM extras for Doug's new album....

Friend in Texas was to loan a DV cam since I'd long since sold mine (it wasn't getting much use; the projects never materialized; I couldn't get anything organized into happening; and if I spent time tinkering/learning the cam/computer, she bitched that I should be...
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cineman:
Man - that SUCKS. Sorry to hear the gruesome details were so, uh...gruesome.

But two thing. One, if Doug is the guy you think he is, he is surely disappointed, yes, but he would still care for you as a friend regardless. I think the offer of a gas fillup is evidence to that end, but take it for what it's worth.

Two, congrats on the impending nuptials! That rocks. Cheers to you both!
drake:
wow, pure chaos. surreal