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Well christmas hasn't had the happy christmas aura around it for me and the family this year, My grand mother is in hospital at the moment and will be there for a while longer.. she had an infection in her toe which spread to her leg which then had to be removed, they sent her to the hospital in the next city to get some flow back into her leg since the specialist is there and it worked first off but then the infection came back so it was remove her leg or it will slowly eat her away. But she has come out of it strong and all is well with her now it is just going to be the rehibilitation that will be tough for her since she is practically blind and all she can see is shadows and she may very well get it into her mind that she doesn't want to worry about it, but we will have to wait and see and atleast she is back here with family.

I need to make a big decision aswell, I have not really talked to my mum for around the past 5 years atleast, there has been odd phone calls she has made to the house that i have answered but thats it, so i sort of need to decide what the future holds there...