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I really enjoy reading my old blogs. And I miss the relationships I'd built through this site. None of them still exist. And none of those people exist on this site anymore. If I could gift them all a membership to have them back in my life I would.

I feel like I'm sounding like a sad loser. And I was much more interesting 5...
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i_am_ghost:
Wells at least he's your ex now, and he has no need to ever know about your tumblr. This is why I have always loved SG, more for the sub-culture and the acceptance of all of these different people. Sure, at first it was about the nakedness, but I really don't look at a lot of sets anymore. Oh, and also, friendship accepted!
pentaclefilms:
there are times i wish i could go back to certain points in my life because they were so good for any number of reasons but then i just think of what could come of the future and potential new friends that can come along for this nuts ride of life. lol
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So it's been just over a full week now of being "single".

I don't know what's better or worse. That first weekend I sat at home by myself on the couch eating pizza and cake and feeling sorry for myself. Since Sunday night, she's been at home and we just sit around and do things like we normally would do. We eat together and watch...
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exkyu:
I agree.....get out and do some stuff that makes you happy...
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I think saying "thanks for the follow" is dumb. Just say hi, and be friends.

In other news, Jimmy Eat World, Panic! at the Disco and Alkaline Trio are playing a sidewave in Melbourne next month. And since I now no longer have anyone to go to gigs with (how I got myself in to a situation where I became friends with people in spite...
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i_am_ghost:
That album is pretty great and all of the songs are upbeat and make me think of cabaret or burlesque, like being dressed up in steampunk and having debauched nights out. Stay away from their "Pretty Odd" album. They one, if I can paint a visual picture again, makes me think of Victorian dresses and garden parties. I liked Vices & Virtues, but it's a hard one to explain. It's pretty happy-sounding but with some trademark Panic sex appeal. And their latest, Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die is pretty great. It kind of feels like their first album, but, with less beats per minute, and as if it was mixed with some kind of 80's electro new-romantic sounds (like The Cure or Duran Duran).                    NEW LINE Wow, I've thought about this a lot haven't I. 
fatum:
That is a great way to explain the sounds of albums. I'll definitely check them out, thanks :)
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So my girlfriend of 5 years broke up with me on Wednesday.

I think I'm back here because I always used this place to be able to actually open up about myself. And at 30 years old now I don't feel like I can write a beta male facebook status proclaiming my woe.

Also we are still facebook friends and we aren't "facebook official"ly broken...
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Well, I'm going to be in Brisbane for the next couple of days. Say hi if you see me.
azera:
&& wut get nakee? haha
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A comprehensive update..

So for the past year a fair bit has gone on. I'm in a completely different place to the one I was in when I last complained about not being able to keep up with my own life.

Video Ezy
This was the first to go. I had originally become less available due to uni, even less available due to Humble Pine...
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I picked her up from her house. Her dad was waiting downstairs with her.. Waiting with made-up busy work to seem like he wasn't just checking me out to see that I passed the general fatherly tests. He asked me whether I was "one of those hoons" who speeds etc, and that I was to take good care of his daughter. I told him I...
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heartluna:
Thought you'd appreciate that one. Gotta make the most of this body just in case.
heartluna:
It's always him Matty, you know that.
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Well,

I sort of thought things might get better. I drew positives out of the negatives. I found strength when I was weak. I felt like I didn't need the one that clearly didn't need me. Because there she was.. so quick, so perfect.

But then, as quickly as they were handed to me, things changed equally as abruptly. Maybe these plans can be saved....
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heartluna:
Lover, your distress pains me so.
Come get drunk & dance around my loungeroom. We'll both feel much better... smile
jazabelle:
i know, i have been a slack bitch, i am truly sorry.