i_am_ghost

apparently i'm having mood swings.

i'm feeling like i've always been let in on little details that i would rather not have known about. i'm not stupid. i just want to be lied to.. completely. if something is to be kept from me, don't leave clues.

i'm so bored. i miss my 9-5. as crap a job as it was, and i certainly wont miss...
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shit, if we ever get together, this forum's never going to hear the end of it.

i'm pretty melodramatic aren't i

details on this happy have been requested. i don't want to go too much into it, but it's leah related, and as she has full control of my heart strings, she managed to make it dance. the circumstances which this heart dancing eventuated from are simple, yet meaningful to me. and i'm beyond grateful.

today, i feel like the luckiest person on earth. happy happy happy.

i always wanted a pretty house. there's only so much you can do with decor from target and sweet ass hi-fi's. it all comes down to the fact that there is no seperation between rooms, and the walls are massive bricks. the spaciousness isn't so bad considering i'm the only one here and a thousand empty rooms would just equal empty feeling everywhere. one day...
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the happiness radiates when you're apparent. if only someone were around to see it.

sometimes arms look like cocks.

i expected a little too much from the wounded.

i think i'd probably be clingy. i've waited so long and if it ever comes i don't think i'd ever be able to say goodnight or wave goodbye or sleep in case i missed her living before me.

I hate it when people list a soundtrack as one of their favourite bands. And when people say one of their turn-ons is good spelling... yet they have not taken the care to either correct their spelling error, or just don't realise that they actually don't know how to spell. I hate incorrect useage of their/they're/there. And of to/too/two. I hate pastel coloured - collar-up...
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