Something I forgot to add from last night was the taxi line shenanigans. This girl behind us, this stupid stupid blonde girl that my brother was talking to, well here's a gist of the conversation:
her: and is this your friend here?
Michael: yeah this is my brother
her: oh really, you look nothing alike
and then condecendingly talking down to me..
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her: and is this your friend here?
Michael: yeah this is my brother
her: oh really, you look nothing alike
and then condecendingly talking down to me..
are you an...
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Boyfriend's suck
I have three such instances to share, and I don't just say these things because I am drunk and am jealous.
Tonight I went in to town with my brother. Like most nights, I have my share of friends to hang out with. Two such female friends are Jade and Adelaide.
Jade has had this boyfriend for quite a while now. He is...
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I have three such instances to share, and I don't just say these things because I am drunk and am jealous.
Tonight I went in to town with my brother. Like most nights, I have my share of friends to hang out with. Two such female friends are Jade and Adelaide.
Jade has had this boyfriend for quite a while now. He is...
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viiolaine:
i used to tell myself that, that i was the perfect girlfriend, used to curse all the man that ditched me for another girl which i, obviously, found less worthy of them than i thought i was...
and then someone fell for me
not the me struggling to make efforts to get a tiny bit of attention and sometimes getting away from who i really was to do so...
no, the real me, the me with lots of defaults, like.... LOTS, the me really difficult to live with, the spoilt brat-bitchy-complicated-dumb me...
At first I was like wtf????!??
this is not possible, there must be a mistake!!
Then I was like, well no I don't want that type of relationship, with that type of man, I deserve something more bla bla bla blahhh
And then I realised, this is it, this is what life is, how things go, and this is actually the first time someone sees me for who i am and respects and likes me for it..
but the thing is now I sort of feel both shamefull, for not having made any efforts for that person who deserve me more than anyone else on earth, and eagger to catch up with that..
I think if i had realised that earlier I'd have worked harder to try to be a better person not for optional bf/gf but for that purpose itself, so that when the right person arrives, you're ready for it and don't let it neither go away from you, neither wait for you too long...
so yeah it sucks for those friends of yours to have such assholes as bf but if you go on working on being a good person feeling good with your own life, i think that's how you'll make sure at a 100% that you'll make you're right person a 100% happy
don't worry, it happens...
and then someone fell for me
not the me struggling to make efforts to get a tiny bit of attention and sometimes getting away from who i really was to do so...
no, the real me, the me with lots of defaults, like.... LOTS, the me really difficult to live with, the spoilt brat-bitchy-complicated-dumb me...
At first I was like wtf????!??
this is not possible, there must be a mistake!!
Then I was like, well no I don't want that type of relationship, with that type of man, I deserve something more bla bla bla blahhh
And then I realised, this is it, this is what life is, how things go, and this is actually the first time someone sees me for who i am and respects and likes me for it..
but the thing is now I sort of feel both shamefull, for not having made any efforts for that person who deserve me more than anyone else on earth, and eagger to catch up with that..
I think if i had realised that earlier I'd have worked harder to try to be a better person not for optional bf/gf but for that purpose itself, so that when the right person arrives, you're ready for it and don't let it neither go away from you, neither wait for you too long...
so yeah it sucks for those friends of yours to have such assholes as bf but if you go on working on being a good person feeling good with your own life, i think that's how you'll make sure at a 100% that you'll make you're right person a 100% happy
don't worry, it happens...
Air conditioner is working today. Huz-fucking-zah! Slept sheetless with a little fan on me last night. Times like that I contemplate sleeping on the floor in between music equipment in my music room just for the temperature.
So that massive cloud covering Australia bore down on Townsville today, sharing with us a little of what Katherine in the Northern Territory was like yesterday. When I...
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So that massive cloud covering Australia bore down on Townsville today, sharing with us a little of what Katherine in the Northern Territory was like yesterday. When I...
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I think I drank wood
I made this milk shake and because there was hardly any milk I used a tonne of ice cream, and it would just stick to the sides of the jug as the blades spun. So I used the end of a wooden spoon to try and encourage mixing and I hit the blades, and when I took the spoon out...
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I made this milk shake and because there was hardly any milk I used a tonne of ice cream, and it would just stick to the sides of the jug as the blades spun. So I used the end of a wooden spoon to try and encourage mixing and I hit the blades, and when I took the spoon out...
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cleverthings:
You get your mini-skirt photos!! 
Pity the fishnets aren't as clear now that the photos been compressed...
Pity the fishnets aren't as clear now that the photos been compressed...
cleverthings:
Come on! Where's my leg comments, damnit!!
Bitch! Protools requires 300 something mb of RAM and my laptop only has 256! Can I even upgrade on a laptop? I know that you used to not be able to but I don't know whether you can now or not... And my PC has a dismal 64mb of RAM. It's sad.
My banK (that's BANK and not band, as previously stated!) business is sorted!...
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My banK (that's BANK and not band, as previously stated!) business is sorted!...
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junkyardangel:
Er, Quinne is pretty freaking awesome. Though I still say that the photo shoots are pretty tame around here. Was hoping for more bondage....?
Miyazaki...it's all good. Porco Rosso is awesome.
Oooh. Have you seen "Graveyard of the Firleflies?"
And isn't it sad that when you look at the dating profiles mopst of the boys are looking for girls (only), but the girls are open to adventure????
Completely non-sequitur, I know, but forgive me. I have bronchitis and I am on all sortsa stupid drugs. Argh.
Miyazaki...it's all good. Porco Rosso is awesome.
Oooh. Have you seen "Graveyard of the Firleflies?"
And isn't it sad that when you look at the dating profiles mopst of the boys are looking for girls (only), but the girls are open to adventure????
Completely non-sequitur, I know, but forgive me. I have bronchitis and I am on all sortsa stupid drugs. Argh.
viiolaine:
thx ^^ but i still need to loose weight T_T
I got a blasting tonight by Sarah's sister. It solved a problem for me, but at what cost? She hijacked Sarah's MSN and spoke to me with the clear intention of finding out how I felt about her sister. I was playing it very non chalont and not giving too much away. I was being myself. I was being funny. I was talking gay innuendo,...
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I just wanna make out and maybe touch a little boobie.
cleverthings:
Typical.
Also, hot new profile pic!!
[Edited on Apr 02, 2006 4:48AM]
Also, hot new profile pic!!
[Edited on Apr 02, 2006 4:48AM]
Friends are cunts.
Tonight was the last night I could go out and enjoy myself for the next 2 months. I simply can't afford to spend money on unneccessary things like alcohol and taxi's. With this ball, and my inability to secure the loan amount I wanted, I'm going to be completely strapped for cash up until the ball and for the 2 weeks after...
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Tonight was the last night I could go out and enjoy myself for the next 2 months. I simply can't afford to spend money on unneccessary things like alcohol and taxi's. With this ball, and my inability to secure the loan amount I wanted, I'm going to be completely strapped for cash up until the ball and for the 2 weeks after...
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livingdeadkirst:
what a fucker. a man couple...what the hell. is he is a homophobe and can't handle the idea with going out with a guy friend...ffs. people are truly retarded.
linoleum:
sometimes people can be strange.
hope you are ok sweet
hope you are ok sweet
Fuckin' bank!
Don't be sad, Shell.
Don't be sad, Shell.
missshell:
aww you totally gave me a public announcement ♥
cleverthings:
Fuck banks. Banks suck. *GROWL* to the bank.
State: Slightly tipsy. Also Queensland, depending on which definition you're going by.
Food of choice: McDonalds double cheese and bacon burger (which is all gone.. now what? ohhh yeah leftover Red Rooster!).
Today was a good good day. I awoke knowing that there was money in the bank and that there were things to be done. I still did my usual wake up at midday,...
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Food of choice: McDonalds double cheese and bacon burger (which is all gone.. now what? ohhh yeah leftover Red Rooster!).
Today was a good good day. I awoke knowing that there was money in the bank and that there were things to be done. I still did my usual wake up at midday,...
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Oh well. I'm feeling very emo about my keyboard now. It's black and as dark as my soul. I need to go cut myself.
Hehehe emo. Reminds me of the people near wesley church in perth city.