I wouldn't wish it on anybody. Why you would go to such lengths to have a better time. Or whatever. Forget your troubles. To fit in. I fucking hate people. Doing something that is supposedly so cool and so unconformist and yet EVERYBODY has their vice. Everybody does something. Everybody is a fuckhole. Todd dissappoints me. And he likes what he became. Will my friend ever be the same? And I'm hurting for Jade. Knowing that she wants it to forget. Seeing Adelaide that way made me hate her. With such a passion. I wish I could take Jade away from Adelaide. I wish I could save her. I wish I could make her happy to wake up in the morning. I hope I never see her that way. Because as much as I want to help her I couldn't feel the same way after seeing her like that. I'm mourning for the days of happiness and being carefree. So much anxiety. So much to keep me awake at night. So many reasons to check my phone for text messages for help. At 2:30am. 3am. 4am. 5am. At lunch time. At break time. After work. If only I could keep her away. Don't read this Tracy.
I think I'd be good for you, and you'd be good for me.
I think I'd be good for you, and you'd be good for me.