I'm so fucking mad right now.
I have no one to tell or write this down other than here even though it airs dirty laundry.
I'm sick of feeling anxious about not knowing. I'd rather know, bad or good. So I can be either reassured or ask questions of my own or give up. I don't want to give up. And the shit thing is even if it's too hard now, it wont be in a few months, but without communication it's just burning that bridge.
WE NEED TO TALK. Fuck!
I have no one to tell or write this down other than here even though it airs dirty laundry.
I'm sick of feeling anxious about not knowing. I'd rather know, bad or good. So I can be either reassured or ask questions of my own or give up. I don't want to give up. And the shit thing is even if it's too hard now, it wont be in a few months, but without communication it's just burning that bridge.
WE NEED TO TALK. Fuck!
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heartluna:
Grrr and argh and all things associated with frustrations. Things will work out exactly as they should lover. The universe works in mysterious ways. Either way, I love you. So there.
kimmeh:
The start of the ear is always shit, it'll get better. xo