i_am_ghost

Hey look another bridge burned. Way to go, me. Makes me sad.

I'm a hopeless romantic. Hopeless in the sense that... I make all the cliche moves, do all the cliche things, love with everything I've got, but undo it all with my overbearing emotional instability and psychological over-analysis of every little thing. Not taking things at face value and hold on to false hope. Being too curious and reading too much in to single words in whole paragraphs of bad news that I manage to disregard.

I miss playing my drums. Air drumming does not feel as good.

I forgot that Incubus had some sweet ass basslines.

I learned two beautiful Dashboard songs on guitar tonight.

I miss singing to her on the phone.

Apparently I'm infamous. On Saturday night a random guy said he knew me from SG. No idea who he is. Wasn't aware there were more members from here that I didn't know. And a girl who I also do not know asked me where my glasses were because last time she saw me I was wearing glasses. Who are you, mystery person?

I am going to see Something With Numbers on Friday night. Maybe I'll try and drown my sorrows and send some more stupid text messages.

I broke my phone and am considering purchasing a Sharp Hiptop, aka a Sidekick. Quite a few features I wouldn't use if they weren't in my phone. But I'm a geek and I like toys.

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