i_am_ghost

Things aren't really going all that well. I'm poor, I'm emotional, I'm desperate. I'm hiding it well. Ish. From some. From most. A lot of the little things I've found solace and joy in over the past few months are falling apart. Still, there are some new beginnings. Let's hope I make the best of them and let them overrule the negetivity.

I've said things I probably shouldn't of said. I've acted selfishly. But I've made my bed, and now I have to lay in it, and suffer the consequences I've forced upon myself. It's just that now I have to do it -1. I'm going to miss you.

- My dad has apparently stopped paying our bills. This bill (Internet) is two months overdue and we had no idea.
- My brother moves back in tomorrow because his serial cheating girlfriend serial cheated on him. He wont have changed, and thus, things wont be different. And he will probably continue to resent me as if I'm the cause for all the downfalls in his life.
- I have band practice numero duo. Let's hope it continues to get better.
- I'm going to see my friends Sarah and Liz in their production of Antigone at the JCU theater tomorrow night.
- Perhaps Monday I will see the arrival of my PA in the mail. In my mail box.
- I think I'm going to go and see Little Birdie on Thursday. Because why not.

Meh.