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Holy fuck Batman!

Nai is away, so Todd and I played without her. Myself on vocals, Todd on guitar, and Flipside's Ando on bass and Stewie on drums. Goodness me. Those guys make our songs better.

I want to skite and I want to big-note myself and I want to be arrogant and up myself about how well I sung and how much better I am than Nai.

But I wont.

I know it. And for the good of the band, I think it should be me up there out front.

I do know about my short comings as a singer, about what I do wrong, and I'm working on that. Every Saturday at 12pm. And as for my guitar playing.. Oh it's bad! But once again, working to rectify this, Thursdays at 2pm.

Right now I'm not happy. I feel a little bit sad. I got really nervous beforehand about lyrics, so much so that I had to write them out on my phone and read from them on stage (lame). And nervous about doing things wrong in front of people who's opinions I care about. And a tad bit jealous. But I'm excited. It felt right to be up there. It felt good. It's where I belong.

Now to find a band...

I didn't freak myself out on the high notes Lu..