i_am_ghost

4:31am

Taxi fee: $50 something dollars
Route: University/Kirwan/Mt. Louisa
Status: 70% drunk

Fuck man. So I go and see this play, in which Sarah's friend Liz is in. Her name is Elizabeth Hurley. How fucked up is that?! Anyway, She's not even in the play until the second act! Todd and I are picking apart everything wrong with the play, but Liz is good. The best part about the play. Sarah, Todd and Matthew go back to Sarah's dormatory whilst Sarah gets changed for further shenanigans. Todd and Matthew watch Family Guy on Sarah's laptop.

We go down to wait for a bus. The St. Marks dormatory people are all there waiting also. Crazy mother fuckers. We allll get on the bus, some of us standing. I pile on and ask an aborignal girl if I may kindly sit next to her (I was seriously really kind) and she pointed to the seat behind her. I asked the same question of her aboriginal friend (kindly, as always) and she pointed to the seat in front of her. I asked the same question, a third time. SAME RESPONSE! Eventually, they couldn't stand sitting next to me, and sat next to each other, even thoug they for some fucked up reason thought they could have their own seats on a bus that was over filled as it was. Worst bus ride ever.

The St. Marks kids sang fucking theme songs to St. Marks the entire way. The aboriginal girl did not like this, and started picking fights. I had a problem with their theme song, as it was the "swing low" song, and was in hindsight, pretty fucking racist. When we finally got into the city a guy had to stand in front of these two girls while they stayed in their seats just so his friend could get by without getting fucked up by these two girls who were on the bus making scoobies and shouting obsenities at the whities. All was well.

For a long time the three of us were not feeling the same buzz we got the weekend before when we were all pre-drinking and in Todd's case, pre-drugged-up. Then eventually, we got there, and had a fucking ball. I did some weird staring game with this awesome goth chick who I hope I see again. Todd and Sarah hooked up again and it was fucking awkward for me, and I made a big deal about it, about how two of my best friends were hooking up and it was weird. Todd got seperated and Sarah and I were left to talk about "how special I am" and "how any girl was an idiot to pass you up" and how she had had feelings for me. Because, as my last entry may or may not have hinted, the whole thing with George is soooooo fucking past it and she's on to someone else (much to my FUCKING distaste).

And so she asks me what it's like to kiss someone with a lip piercing.

So we go around the corner and make out for a bit. All the while I'm thinking "hang on, she just made out with my friend, and he's really in to her - BAD BAD BAD".

So I made out with a girl. For the first time since November of '04. Fuck. And it wasn't with someone who I felt anything for or was intending on pursuing anything with.

It's now 4:46 and I have to get to bed because in 7 hours, at the absolute latest, I have to wake up, take Todd to retrieve his car from the university, pick Sarah up, and be off to Idol auditions. Think about me, and picture me being a fucking rockstar. Because one day, I will be, and I will champion Suicide Girls, even if it ruins my "teen idol" image. FUCK THEM UP THEIR STUPID ASSES!!!