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My Sunday. Fat-nerding it up. Watching the Simpsons while R2-D2 vacuums the house, Pepper the cat (named after Pepper Potts from Ironman) sits in the windowsill to keep cool on this 40 degree day, and leftover pizza for lunch. I really want to go for a run (see 40 degree day). I've lost 3.5kg since the start of the year by making an effort with
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I really enjoy reading my old blogs. And I miss the relationships I'd built through this site. None of them still exist. And none of those people exist on this site anymore. If I could gift them all a membership to have them back in my life I would.
I feel like I'm sounding like a sad loser. And I was much more interesting 5...
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So it's been just over a full week now of being "single".
I don't know what's better or worse. That first weekend I sat at home by myself on the couch eating pizza and cake and feeling sorry for myself. Since Sunday night, she's been at home and we just sit around and do things like we normally would do. We eat together and watch...
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I think saying "thanks for the follow" is dumb. Just say hi, and be friends.
In other news, Jimmy Eat World, Panic! at the Disco and Alkaline Trio are playing a sidewave in Melbourne next month. And since I now no longer have anyone to go to gigs with (how I got myself in to a situation where I became friends with people in spite...
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So my girlfriend of 5 years broke up with me on Wednesday.
I think I'm back here because I always used this place to be able to actually open up about myself. And at 30 years old now I don't feel like I can write a beta male facebook status proclaiming my woe.
Also we are still facebook friends and we aren't "facebook official"ly broken...
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I'm back.
For now at least..
So for the past year a fair bit has gone on. I'm in a completely different place to the one I was in when I last complained about not being able to keep up with my own life.
Video Ezy
This was the first to go. I had originally become less available due to uni, even less available due to Humble Pine...
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I sort of thought things might get better. I drew positives out of the negatives. I found strength when I was weak. I felt like I didn't need the one that clearly didn't need me. Because there she was.. so quick, so perfect.
But then, as quickly as they were handed to me, things changed equally as abruptly. Maybe these plans can be saved....
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Come get drunk & dance around my loungeroom. We'll both feel much better...

I have no one to tell or write this down other than here even though it airs dirty laundry.
I'm sick of feeling anxious about not knowing. I'd rather know, bad or good. So I can be either reassured or ask questions of my own or give up. I don't want to give up. And the shit thing is...
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