i_am_ghost

So I'm thinking about moving to Brisbane.

This was brought on by a few factors.

The first being that my only allie at work is going on maternity leave AGAIN. Taking her place is someone I respect neither as a person or as a figure of authority. I downright hate her. She probably doesn't deserve my hate, but the fact that still, after 6 years...
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I've made a few important decisions lately.
I decided to let random Kate use my SG password.
I decided that Malloreigh will be added to my favourite SG's.
I decided that my left side is my good side.
I decided that I may not try grooming particular parts of myself again for a while.
I decided that Muse is, in fact, the greatest band ever....
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I want you to know that, I miss you, I miss you so.

I broke the law just now. I just got home from Todd's big 22nd birthday bash. Pretty anticlimactic. Todd knows no hot single girls. I drove home over the limit and am now eating easy mac. I got into the kitchen and looked for water, and found easy mac. It's so the best. I spilled someone else's beer all over Todd's phone. He felt the...
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I can't find any pretty pictures of me to post that might make a girl look at me and think that i might be someone they could see themselves making out with. Maybe I'm just not actually pretty and I just get lucky when I look in the mirror.

I asked a girl out via sms today. She said "er.. I dunno ey..". That's a...
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I had this dream a few nights ago that sparked a whole lot of shitty thinking and anxiety. Brittany came back to visit for some reason or another. I was just happy that she was there, the reason why she was there never came up. She jokingly laughed about how she cheated on me while she was living here with me, and before she even...
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Had the second practice of the new band I'm in tonight. Liam called me a few weeks ago from Mackay and told me a guy from this club in town is looking to put on covers bands on Sunday afternoons, and was asking Liam if he was interested. Well Liam lives in Mackay, 4 hours away, and our band is no longer happening. Even though...
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I decided it was time to put down the family problem thing. 2 weekends ago my dad came downstairs afternoon while my mum was over visiting my grandad. He had a heap of papers with him and a worried look on his face. He started off by saying that after we sold our other house we had some money left over which went into a...
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I had a little saddy. I was trying to find a screw that would fix my snare drum stand and I found a note in my tool box left for me by Brittany, for whenever I next used the tools. That's the worst. I didn't want to think about her anymore.

I'd like some clarification on the whole suicide boys issue. OK, so we know I have a hot body, and hell - even I like looking at it. And there are obviously other males with bodies which might be considered attractive. But what do you really want to look at? Is posting a picture of your giant erect cock REALLY visually pleasing? I don't think...
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Maybe I'm a complete asshole for saying and thinking that I don't think i'm really affected by the fact that last night I recieved an sms along the lines of "i love you, thanks for everything, tonight is the night, goodbye". I'm just so drained by it all. I can sms back, and I can call and she wont answer, but what else can I...
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I had my night of looking at beautiful women interuppted by one Leah Petersen. Who as of now I am washing my hands of. It's too fucking draining. I knew she would be a lot of work. But she's just gone on with this big speil attacking me because I told her what I wanted. And apparently seeing and being with her is so very...
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