i_am_ghost

Goodnight Matt, I'm sorry.

It's true. I am extremely disappointed. Hence, why I feel compelled to get out of bed to write it down. I don't like feeling like this. I don't want to feel like this. But what's another day, right? Even if it has been as long as it has. I was really just looking forward to not sleeping alone. I was looking...
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I need to marry a hairdresser.

hairdressers:
- are always hot
- give great head massages
- are good at using product when others aren't
- have the time and patience for effective hair straightening

marrying one would save me lots of money. i would look good always.

I'm a big dumb idiot.

The plight of "emo piece of work" continues. Not that I deserve to feel worse off than any other person ever. But in my head and in my heart I do feel it. I'm selfish and I don't care. Apparently life is what you make it, or so a song I wrote said when I didn't make it so bad. I made it good and...
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something's wrong with me.

every breathe feels too big. and my chest hurts. sometimes i yawn to stop it hurting.

I'm writing for me.

I'm such an emo piece of work. Things happen. I get emo. I watched Garden State and had a big ol cry about lonliness and new love blossoming. Told Jade how I felt and got no good news back. Brisbane wasn't the same without Brittany. Who emailed me. And called me today. I sort of wish it'd never happened. Pretending is...
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mission accomplished. the guy who pierced my lip today asked about my suicide girls hoodie. which was the whole point of getting it. well actually... it also looks rather cool. i realised that very few people, at least in townsville, would know about suicide girls, let alone be a member. so anyone who said something would be a new friend. ok, so we didn't exactly...
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I wouldn't wish it on anybody. Why you would go to such lengths to have a better time. Or whatever. Forget your troubles. To fit in. I fucking hate people. Doing something that is supposedly so cool and so unconformist and yet EVERYBODY has their vice. Everybody does something. Everybody is a fuckhole. Todd dissappoints me. And he likes what he became. Will my friend...
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In the words of Stewie Griffin, "say, wouldn't it be wonderful if I turned out to be a homosexual". Or something like that.

Girls make me sad. That's all I feel like saying for now.

I will be in Brisbane June 23 to June 29. Pleeeeease cool Brisbane SG people get in contact with me *pout*

scrap that. everything sucks.

Interesting events unfolding.

Went to uni club on friday night. Didn't drink because I had to drive home. Saw a Brisbane band called Pleb. Giant table. Single table. Single table has ex work boy Geoff. Has a new beard. Giant table has group of friends at one end. Jade and other people at other end. Jade sees me. Friends see me. Geoff calls out to...
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