i_am_ghost

details on this happy have been requested. i don't want to go too much into it, but it's leah related, and as she has full control of my heart strings, she managed to make it dance. the circumstances which this heart dancing eventuated from are simple, yet meaningful to me. and i'm beyond grateful.

today, i feel like the luckiest person on earth. happy happy happy.

i always wanted a pretty house. there's only so much you can do with decor from target and sweet ass hi-fi's. it all comes down to the fact that there is no seperation between rooms, and the walls are massive bricks. the spaciousness isn't so bad considering i'm the only one here and a thousand empty rooms would just equal empty feeling everywhere. one day...
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the happiness radiates when you're apparent. if only someone were around to see it.

sometimes arms look like cocks.

i expected a little too much from the wounded.

i think i'd probably be clingy. i've waited so long and if it ever comes i don't think i'd ever be able to say goodnight or wave goodbye or sleep in case i missed her living before me.

I hate it when people list a soundtrack as one of their favourite bands. And when people say one of their turn-ons is good spelling... yet they have not taken the care to either correct their spelling error, or just don't realise that they actually don't know how to spell. I hate incorrect useage of their/they're/there. And of to/too/two. I hate pastel coloured - collar-up...
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bills at christmas time can SUCK MY BALLS! you fucks!

see me that way
fall in love with me and say
everything is as it should be
because you are perfection to me

New ADF album is hella scremo hardcore. Story of the year has the best stage show of any band in the history of rock and roll. I liked the Depot and it's entry stamp but it made me feel unspecial. I like lucha.

my birthday was a pretty crappy little experience. it was the smallest present haul i've ever had. of course it's not about the presents. despite the fact that i'm so awesome at buying for others and not expect or demand an equivalent in return, it's just sorta nice to feel a little appreciated. in the form of expensive and gratifying gifts. it was probably about...
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things become a lot more complicated when you're suddenly irresistable.

the picture is too big now. i yearn for a doodle in the corner of a note pad you draw when on the phone. i'm sick of looking at the roof of the sistine chapel.