i_am_ghost

hurt sometimes

well turns out that i might be supporting japunga (brisbane) and my dying days (mackay) next saturday night. totally out of the blue. when i read that my dying days were coming i thought that was interesting because when i went down to mackay i played in a band with their drummer. so i figured.. hell maybe i'll go see him. but maybe now i'm...
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i like lamentdoll's pictures.

somsone should confess their undying love for me. or at least some sort of sexual desire towards me. you can learn to love me in time.

in 90 minutes i have to show a bunch of people i neither know or care for, a song that inspires me. the thing is, the only thing i get out of music these days is emotion, not inspiration. i've been listening to songs that make me happy or make me sad, or make me scream the words because i think they sound good.

not...
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today i did something that has been a LONG time coming. i threw out a whole heap of crap that was still in my house from the ex girl. as well as bundled up a lot of stuff, as well as clothes that i'm sure i'll never wear again, and am taking it to the salvation army on thursday. and buying myself some things if...
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i have new hair. colour. not style. make this mental picture.. black. with red layers. on top of blonde.

it's actually less dramatic than it sounds. but the fact remains that i look better with black. and the overall softness and shinyness of the whole thing is something i'm unable to emulate at home.

things to do:
- not hit on girls with boyfriends
-...
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make me feel good

i'm fucking bummed. i don't like where i work. i got called in for tonight when i already had plans. now i just feel lazy and depressed and don't feel like doing anything else with my day but waiting until 5, go to work, get home at 12:30, and go straight to bed to get ready to start work again at 9 tomorrow morning.

i...
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i'm feeling torn and nostalgic. this is because i am considering getting my hair cut tomorrow. considering getting it cut.. reasonably short, at least in comparison to how long it is now.

the pros: i will have less fucking around to do with straightening irons and stressing out over bits sticking out or bits being too curly here or there. and i sorta think i'll...
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i love ice cream and coke.
i loved tech tv.

i love lamp.

i've had the worst sleeps lately. ok, so i didn't go to bed until 4 because i watched elizabethtown, which i loved..... but i lay there tossing and turning and quarter sleeping for 2 hours. and at one point i swear i smelled nag burning, like someone would break into my house...
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fuckin valentines day

my ratio of valentines days alone compared to valentines days with gifts and love and happy is 11:1.