I don't think I'm going to renew my subscription to this site. While it does give me hours of entertainment, some friendships, it's also really starting to remind me of high school. I hated high school. Its all starting to turn into some elitist clique. There are a ton of really special and amazing people on here. zepp, vesta, allieshamallie, aluka, awake, jamila, louisiana, vianca, and wilona among many many others. oh my are those all girls? i must be a so called "girl collector". yet another label that people are being hit with. i really do appreciate those of you who have taken the time to actually talk to me. write me back when i comment on your sets, or pictures or blogs. i also appreciate what this site was when i joined how ever many years ago, but im afraid it's become to big for its britches. i will be writing a letter to missy suicide as well, if she even has any say-so anymore. not sure what good it will do me. i know in the big scheme of things, someone like me wont be missed. this place will roll on fine, i just like to think that maybe things could be different here. i dont know. something special is going to have to happen for suicidegirls.com to get my fifty bucks or whatever it costs, again this coming year.