Monday Mar 03, 2008

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I am at an all time low ebb.

Not sure if anything can bring me out of this.

There are some things I can change, and some I can't. There are places I need to go that scare the hell out of me. When I know I have tough times ahead, I get dour as if that somehow prevents me from being hurt or disappointed.

I just want to come out of the other side of this better off and stop making so many stupid choices. Because they don't just affect me, they affect Kristin.

New glasses soon.
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ferretbite:
I don't know what ebb means but I know what you mean when you talk about being afraid of going places and making bad choices. It's kind or where I've been living for six months or so now. Except my choices don't seem to affect anyone else, which I'm not sure whether it's a good or a bad thing.
notoriousdug:
Mess is not even the word for it; I am almost in tears because of what the inventory I worked so hard on looks like right now.

OK, maybe not tears but I am definatly not happy.

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