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Thursday Jan 17, 2008

Jan 17, 2008
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A lack of sunlight except for brief periods and a lack of confidence and motivation has led me to keep to myself. This is worse than usual, though. Maybe I'm feeling time closing in on me, the sudden onset of true old age staring me in the face.

I've always fancied myself a survivor. Well, the problem with people who think of themselves that way, they tend to ignore more important things in life, like forging loyalties and building relationships with good people. The problem with merely surviving is that you tend to white-knuckle your way through life, holding on for dear life and hoping you don't crash, but not enjoying the trip. I've missed out on a lot, and the regrets are hitting me hard lately.

The answer is to enjoy what comes now. That much I understand.

Beyond that, I have no clue. I have a basic plan for life, but no clue.

Maybe I should call the Scooby-Doo gang.
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tntkatie:
yes, that's no good. not at all.
being alert is always on your side though. i normally laugh at a couple of friends i have who say everytime they're in chicago they feel like they're going to get jumped. that's just silly to me.

unfortunately though, women aren't the only ones preyed upon. and unfortunately when attacked, it's normally much more personal. especially with sexual abuse. i.e. the attacker knows them.
Jan 18, 2008
tntkatie:
yes, that's true. and it does all sound clinical.


you're correct, it's WWII.
i saw that one day, and that's how there is a tnt to a katie. lol
Jan 18, 2008

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