hysan

This negative mood is now officially annoying. It's preventing me from enjoying much of anything. I'm focusing at work, finally, but at the cost of being in a foul mood and having to pretend like I'm just fine. I can feel it, though. As soon as I step outside, my brow furrows and I'm scowling.

Movies this Saturday, there's Quenchers on Sunday, and a going...
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"Let this be a lesson to you, kids....NEVER TRY."

"You can't sit with us!"

I am not one of the cool kids. Never will be. At this late date, I'm consigned to the table with the kid wearing the retainer and the guy who always buys two milks because the bullies steal one of them.

I've got to get past this negative bullshit, somehow.
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Yeah, I'd say I'm pretty much done. I tried, I gave it my best shot, I took it as a challenge, but after feeling so demoralized today, after feeling like I'm George Jetson being crushed by the treadmill, I have to get out of here.

If I don't find another job, it doesn't matter if I don't drag down the department. I'll have no enthusiasm...
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Screwed up today. Wasn't here early enough to make sure the new temp had someone to train her. When the deputy executive director and a VP get Cc on an email, you know your ass is potentially grass.

*sigh*

The day was going so well.

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This definitely qualifies as one of the crappier mondays on record. At least the weather is nice.

I am actually going to have to bow out of the get together at Quenchers tonight. There's a training session coming up at work and I need all my faculties for that.

I'm off early on Friday and the 20th so maybe next weekend is good, or the weekend after that...the 26th, I think?

Keep me posted, if you can.

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My friend Karrey asked...
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My friend Karrey is coming into town today! I haven't seen her in ages. We'll probably have an early dinner, then she's going to a concert.

Apparently she has really long hair now. When I met her in 1999 it was short and curly.

I have been admonished by my friend Cathleen to stop being a nervous nellie and go out and make more friends....
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Can't focus.

Spring fever.

This is one of those weeks where I could use a few beers, again.

I think I pinched a nerve in my shoulder last night. My arm and shoulder feel fine, but it's like my right hand isn't as strong as it should be. If this persists, I'm going to see my GP.

I'm awake WAY too early. Bleah.

I'm thinking this was a bad idea and I need to get my parachute and bail out now.