hysan

This negative mood is now officially annoying. It's preventing me from enjoying much of anything. I'm focusing at work, finally, but at the cost of being in a foul mood and having to pretend like I'm just fine. I can feel it, though. As soon as I step outside, my brow furrows and I'm scowling.

Movies this Saturday, there's Quenchers on Sunday, and a going away party for aMillahhighlife on Sunday, as well. I should be able to find something positive to do. I've started on a potential movie script, and last weekend I bought a ton of art supplies. I have to focus on the positive and try to do as much good at my job as I can, instead of focusing on mistakes.

I think I'm at that point where I've been burned by a friend, so I'm afraid to get burned again. What I've forgotten is that people can only do to you what you allow them to do. Thus far, all of the people I've met, from either here or myspace.com, have been unfalteringly friendly and cool. I have to learn to trust that initial impression.