hysan

Why is it that my life is never balanced?

If one person is pissed at me, then someone else isn't, if everyone else is, then one person isn't. If I'm fucking up at my job, then my relationship is going great. If I'm not pissing off anyone at work, then Kristin hates my guts. If both my job and relationship are going great, then I've said something to piss off my friend Melinda. If I haven't pissed off Melinda, I've started bitching and moaning and need to get chewed out by my friends Cat and Mela. Which I deserve.

And so on....

I am constantly at war with myself. Pulled in different directions by the higher yearnings, physical needs, and the desire to live out my dreams and fantasies.