hysan

This day was pretty bleh.

Gloomy weather today.

Work sucks.

I know no one reads this, but I'll ask anyway...

What, to you, constitutes cheating?

Doing much better now.

It's rainy and windy, and yet somehow I'm in a better mood.
Bizarre.

I have to go to the bank and pay some bills. FUN!!!

Sometimes I really should learn to not ask questions I don't wish to know the answers to.

Bitter, bitter irony.

I should have never gone on antidepressants. I should've remained the damaged person I was, because at least he wasn't finding out things about his life that made him even more miserable.

He could live in blissful ignorance punctuated by depression, but blissful ignorance all...
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Am I the only one who was disappointed by the latest Garbage album?

I don't know why, I just was. Which is too bad. I love Shirley and the band, but they haven't done anything I really liked since they did the theme for a Bond movie, and that was 6 years ago.

I have a co-worker I find attractive. She has some body art....
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SPRING FEVER!

Yeah, I'm definitely distracted.

Mmmm, girls.

Feeling particularly unloveable right now.

I'm wondering if I'm not meant to have close female friends. If my keeping women at arm's length unless I'm dating them is a signal from my brain...or something. I've driven one female friend away for God knows how long, and all of the others I'm either timid or reticent around or only talk to online. Which is...lacking somehow, but...
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New pic up!

I still look like a total dork, and I really need to get a better picture editing program. TOO BRIGHT! TOO BRIGHT!

I swear I don't usually glow like that. This is why I'm not a photographer for SG. I know nothing about lighting!

Hung out with my siblings the other day. I'd missed that.

I have new glasses!

I need to take a pic and update the one currently here. Not that I'll look much better, but the current one is kinda creepy.

Shopping for a new digital camera tomorrow. Good times!

Got a reply from Sinope. Aww. I don't even expect replies, actually. My lustful and geeky comments are just that. Lustful and geeky.

I had a vacation day scheduled for Friday, but I was off today as well because my right eye (which has an astigmatism) had a bad reaction to my toric (sp?) lens. So my eye basically looks like I was out all...
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