hysan

Taking a break from your SO sucks. Not only because it is necessary, but because of the lack of closeness.

Sure, I'm a guy. I miss sex. But I miss just....I dunno, intimacy, for lack of a better word.

Oh well, time to go get a haircut. Bah.



Shit, the SG show is Friday, and my friend Meems gets in that day. I love the...
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Finally, it is a good time to be a White Sox fan.

Hold your heads up high, White Sox fans! GO SOX!

This entire week completely shattered what little positivity I had left.

Not only was it a case of 1 step forward, 1,000 steps back (although the highlight of that analogy was the IT director referencing a Paula Abdul song. Priceless.), but yesterday was bosses' day, and what did my direct reports get me? Zilch. Nada. Zip. Zero. Not even from Young and Hot direct report,...
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I officially give up the fucking ghost. I'm done.

Someone stick a fork in me.

I am one tired, cranky negro.

So someone who was supposed to start on Monday now may take a better job offer. I have reports to write and go over, reports to run and cross check, and I can't seem to get one project done before another is staring me right in the face, breathing whiskey breath into my nostrils and yelling "Don't you ignore...
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Even with calling people and going to see them in person, I still spend my mornings replying to e-mails. No wonder I get so crabby and antsy.

Regrets and negativity are my twin nemeses (nemesii? nemeassisi?) and I must vanquish them!

EN GARDE!

And stuff.

These past few weeks, there have been so many new Suicide Girls who are voluptuous and dark haired.

But that still won't help me save money on car insurance.

Regret is such a useless emotion.

I'm stuck with it, though.

Not the best of days.

Saw SERENITY today.

Amazing how I'd only seen two episodes of the show, but I was more emotionally invested in it than any of the recent Star Wars or Star Trek movies combined. Sadly, it's doing badly at the box office, so there probably won't be any sequels. Which is a damn shame. It was very fun, old fashioned Storming the Gates of Heaven kind...
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Going to a networking thing today. Free food, free drinks and a reason to hand out my new business cards. Mmmm, two colors!



Doing better now, I think. I have Monday off.

Spazzing. Frustrated. Can't help it.

Well, I probably can, but I don't know how.

Lovely.