hypoxian

I got my friend back. Let this be a lesson, if you try and delete me, I'm going to fight like hell to win you back. I don't let losers on my Friends lists, despite the rumors.

Can love be calculated? Can it be measured and rationalized? Can it grow and evolve with time? Or is it always the same and can spontaneously happen at anytime. I say its a little of both. I rationalized love. I don't feel it instantly. I need time. I need connection. My girlfriend thinks otherwise. She says she loves me and says I love her too, but just afraid to say it. So I said it. I didn't feel any different. Guess what, I don't love her. She means a lot to me but we are not met for one another. We have very different views on religion.
She loves God.
I don't.
We have very different views on the role of woman.
She believes women were put on earth to help guide and change men for the better.
I don't.
She's kinky as hell in the bedroom.
I...wait, I love that about her. Does that count?
She's judgemental of other people despite never meeting them, especially some of my friends.
I never judge a person until after I meet them. Even then, who the fuck am I to judge someone?
She has anger issues.
So do I but I don't use violence as a way to vent my anger.
She wants to change me.
I wouldn't mind changing a few things about myself but there is not a woman in the world that is going to tell me how to act, think, say, do or feel. I am a stubborn son of a bitch.
If you love someone, doesn't that mean you trust them? And you don't threaten them?
So, you see where this is heading? I've already met my future wife and my love is growing as we speak. It will be ready when her and I are ready.
I promise this will be the last emo entry for awhile.