Hmmmm....
There should come a time when one has to decide who they really are and where they want to go. You can only waste so much time before it gets too late. Who wants to be average? Who wants to be boring? I've hit a wall. I've reached my time. So with that, I'll be making some changes in my life. I start school on the 28th of November and will be working evenings. I won't have much time for much else but I'll be a better person because of it. I still like this site so I'll try and stick around. But I'm tired of my lifestyle and my choices.
To those of you who know me already, you will see changes. Know that its for the best and I hope you understand. If you won't understand, then I guess we won't be seeing much of each other anymore. I won't waste time with people who drag me down. I'm stronger than you and I'm going to get a whole hell of a lot stronger mentally, physically and spiritually.
Someone close to me is dying and its time I deal with it. I won't let the ordeal tear me down. For those that have blown me off recently I thank you. You helped me realize that I don't need you or anyone around. My strength comes from within. Rather than punch a hole in a wall I will use my energy in a positive constructive way so that one day I can help other people. My job will be helping people through life and letting them find their own balance.
I'm beginning to be happy with who I am. Its been a long time coming but I've finally let go of things from the past that has caused me to be afraid and less confident. I'm not going to be afraid anymore of anything or anyone.
If this sounds like a self-motivation speech, it is. I can't waste time with what other people think about me. They have no idea. So with that, thanks for reading if you've made it this far and by the way, this set:
rocks. I love girls with muscles and tattoos. And I bet she has little to be afraid of as well.
There should come a time when one has to decide who they really are and where they want to go. You can only waste so much time before it gets too late. Who wants to be average? Who wants to be boring? I've hit a wall. I've reached my time. So with that, I'll be making some changes in my life. I start school on the 28th of November and will be working evenings. I won't have much time for much else but I'll be a better person because of it. I still like this site so I'll try and stick around. But I'm tired of my lifestyle and my choices.
To those of you who know me already, you will see changes. Know that its for the best and I hope you understand. If you won't understand, then I guess we won't be seeing much of each other anymore. I won't waste time with people who drag me down. I'm stronger than you and I'm going to get a whole hell of a lot stronger mentally, physically and spiritually.
Someone close to me is dying and its time I deal with it. I won't let the ordeal tear me down. For those that have blown me off recently I thank you. You helped me realize that I don't need you or anyone around. My strength comes from within. Rather than punch a hole in a wall I will use my energy in a positive constructive way so that one day I can help other people. My job will be helping people through life and letting them find their own balance.
I'm beginning to be happy with who I am. Its been a long time coming but I've finally let go of things from the past that has caused me to be afraid and less confident. I'm not going to be afraid anymore of anything or anyone.
If this sounds like a self-motivation speech, it is. I can't waste time with what other people think about me. They have no idea. So with that, thanks for reading if you've made it this far and by the way, this set:
rocks. I love girls with muscles and tattoos. And I bet she has little to be afraid of as well.
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i am sure making such decisions will be good for ya, but in the meantime....