hypnagogia

Feel like shit, lonely and hate the world. Wanna hang out?

Doing the same thing I did last night. I really need to make some new friends. Hanging out solo starts to get to me. Brain takes off like a jet doing Mach 5 and not much will slow it down until I pass the fuck out. It's like non stop unless I find something to distract myself.

Still trying to understand how you can go...
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Sitting home on a Friday night playing WoW. What the fuck is up with that?

After almost 2 weeks without a car, I finally have wheels again! Fuck man I was going so stir crazy. I just got in and went for a ride with no destination. I just drove around aimlessly for a bit. Just got the Kinect and Your Shape but now I don't want to hook it up b/c I am so out of shape. I am...
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Slowly but surly starting to feel better. Really miss my dad. Got a drunk call from one of his old friends last night. You can never outrun your past.

Starting to feel a little bit better. Saw The Fighter and it was nothing less than bad ass. Wanna go see Black Swan, Tron and True Grit. Having been doing much, still have no transportation, but am not as stir crazy as I was before. Can not wait till Sunday and I get back on the road.

Feeling a little better. Yesterday was tough. Onward upward, one foot in front of the other.

Gonna be without a car until Sunday. I have been so emo lately. I am all over the place, running the gambit of emotions. Only been since last Tuesday without a car but I am fucking lonely stuck out here in the middle of nowhere. I can only play so much WoW and Black OPs. I just keep reminding myself that it could be much...
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fuck fuck fuck fuck

Fuck people who use your past against you.