hyperboy

The excitement is fleeting, the time passes by.
You think you have something, but you are left with only a sigh.
Where did your heart enter the picture? Why was it worn on your sleeve?
You wanted so badly to have closure, but you can only grieve.
What could have been? What should have been?
Must it all go so wrong? Or has it all gone all right?
Who is to know? Who is to answer?
Check please! I am done with this dinner.
-Me


Tomorrow ( Tuesday):

1. Grocery shopping- it is so hard to find good victims...err I mean food... nowadays.

2. Costume shopping... fuck that sucks... Walmart... beachside... got it!

3. Try to get over the chick that stabbed me in the heart... then twisted it four or five times.

4. Wonder what path I am heading down.

Thanks for all the uplifting comments. I have not felt this rough since.... well, since high school I think. I am crushed... beyond crushed. I really didn't think my heart was that into this non-relationship... but I feel like she (Australian chick) should have given me a chance... and she didn't!

I will have mega fun this weekend, I promise you that ... but for now... well, since she told me she got back with her ex, I have felt like I am going to puke. Is that really right? Should the other sex be able to make you feel this way? Should they be allowed to? When and how do you reign in your emotions so they can't do this to you?


and uhm... why don't I get to chat with you people? am I not special enough to chat with you all? lol