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Friday Jul 03, 2009

Jul 3, 2009
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Well, as sad as it was, Matthew has gone back to Ohio. He had lived here with me for almost 2 years and we just both decided it was best if we went separate ways for now...it may be temporary, it may be forever. We just had a hard time getting along. I'm the type of person who needs space, and I have plenty of insecurities..however he needs so much reassurance and needs to be by my side 24/7, as he has even more insecurities. It was just too tough and conflicting for both of us to deal with our own insecurities and someone else's...does that make sense at all? Because of all of this, it caused arguments. We're both pretty hurt, but I am positive with time it will be all fine. Right now is the hardest part. I do love him very much and I always will...I just think it's seriously in our best interest to take time apart and reflect on what we really need at this point in life. I am going to miss him awfully, our inside jokes...everything. But time really does heal all things.
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tospiteyourface:
time does its part, i guess. i've always been more of a believer in space, though. sometimes you just can't work through what needs to be sorted out if you're too close to someone. that's the way it is for me, at least. i need time on my own, away from everybody, to come to grips with exactly what i think about certain situations. once i do that, i can work out what i expect, and actually talk to other people about it. but i have to get my mind made up first, so i know where i stand and what i expect. and it sounds to me like that's kind of what you're doing here, so it makes perfect sense to my mind.

just take it slow, keep your head on, and it'll work.
Jul 3, 2009
lolablu:
Sounds like you two made a good decision for right now. Who knows what will happen in the future?
Jul 4, 2009

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