hyndrix

Hi everybody <3
I haven't been on as much lately, especially the past few days. 2 days ago I went to bed really late and pretty much as soon as I laid down, I started having horrific side pains that started in my back. Hooray for kidney stones! My side still hurts now, but the worst is over, finally. I was beginning to think for the first time in the many years I've had kidney stones, I'd finally have to go to the hospital for lithotripsy, which I hear makes you feel like you've been beaten with a baseball bat. Anybody ever had that done? Let me know what it's like...

Despite pains that started Thursday night and continued Friday, I still made myself go shopping and was fine. It was only bad when I sat down for a while.

My brother's birthday was the 7th..I may or may not have mentioned that. He's now 18, which freaks me out even though we're only 2 years and some months apart. I feel like the older I get the more time feels like it speeds up, and I feel like I could wake up to be 80 any day now. I guess I should really really start throwing myself out into the world so I can accomplish more in my lifetime, because in no time, I can be looking back on the ample time I had and wish I had done something more fun or more productive. I feel like a new job will help with that, also getting back out on the weekends with friends and staying out late.

I miss home too. My best friend from back home is going to have a baby boy in September, and I won't be there, which kind of makes me sad.