I never understood how people can say they hate another human being, and actually mean it. It seems like, to me, that hating someone requires much more effort and energy at your expense than it does to just forgive and let go. I feel like hate is an emotion than drains you physically and mentally more than any other emotion out there, which only results in the hurting of the person with the grudge. Maybe I'm wrong? That's just what it seems like to me. I honestly feel like I've never hated a person in my life. I've been angry, but when I realized where my past is, I left my anger there and moved on. Who knows...I'm just thinking haha.
Yesterday was nonproductive for me. This new air conditioner is great. I'm freezing my balls off and that's what I like. I can't stand going to sleep in the heat, and I have to have it at like -9828 degrees.
I got a new phone. My other one was fine, but I had an upgrade so I went for it since my phone at the time was too business-like for me. When I first got it, it had a pop-up menu with things that said "You have no appointments today"..I'm like whaaat?! This phone is for a lawyer! I got an LG Shine, and it's much more simplistic and much smaller than the blackjack II.
My little brother's birthday is in 3 days, but I guess I can't say "little" anymore, since he's a grown man by now at 18. It's so hard to believe that 18 years ago, my mom and dad brought him home from the hospital and showed him to the two-year-old me, who commenced to punching my infant brother in the face. Looks bad on text. After years of sibling rivalry and knock-down, drag-out fist fights, I can honestly say he's my best friend now. Mom told us we would be when we were younger, but we always thought..no way in hell. But we are. When I was 10 you could not have convinced me that my brother would know every single secret about me, and that he'd be able to keep them, and vice-versa. He is so wise beyond his years and I am happy when he confides in me for advice or help. But 18...I can't believe it. Seems like yesterday I was in kindergarten and was going to school pissed because he didn't have to go!
Yesterday was nonproductive for me. This new air conditioner is great. I'm freezing my balls off and that's what I like. I can't stand going to sleep in the heat, and I have to have it at like -9828 degrees.
I got a new phone. My other one was fine, but I had an upgrade so I went for it since my phone at the time was too business-like for me. When I first got it, it had a pop-up menu with things that said "You have no appointments today"..I'm like whaaat?! This phone is for a lawyer! I got an LG Shine, and it's much more simplistic and much smaller than the blackjack II.
My little brother's birthday is in 3 days, but I guess I can't say "little" anymore, since he's a grown man by now at 18. It's so hard to believe that 18 years ago, my mom and dad brought him home from the hospital and showed him to the two-year-old me, who commenced to punching my infant brother in the face. Looks bad on text. After years of sibling rivalry and knock-down, drag-out fist fights, I can honestly say he's my best friend now. Mom told us we would be when we were younger, but we always thought..no way in hell. But we are. When I was 10 you could not have convinced me that my brother would know every single secret about me, and that he'd be able to keep them, and vice-versa. He is so wise beyond his years and I am happy when he confides in me for advice or help. But 18...I can't believe it. Seems like yesterday I was in kindergarten and was going to school pissed because he didn't have to go!
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atraxion:
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primrose:
I agree. I really do think hate is much too strong a negative emotion to hold onto. Not that anyone has to like everyone, but hating seems too pointlessly aggressive and soul crushing in the long run.