Monday Sep 20, 2004

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I'm gonna see Donnie Darko tonight. Heard it mentioned so much, now I'll find out what it's about.

11:19 pm (9:19 SG time)
Hell yeah. That's a kickass movie. I like the soundtrack biggrin

What movie(s) do you consider indispensable or "legendary"?
emily_m:
Haha, I don't think there's anything wrong with normal guys. I'm just not used to them, that's all. smile

Saturday Sep 18, 2004

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looks like Cigarette has taken leave of us. What a cool guy. Hate to see him go.
(edit: nope, he's still here. just spending all his time on the boards and not updating in the journal. :/ )

Still having trouble with Real Life. I'm not getting out any, I haven't heard from any friends in a while (shit, I hardly even have any friends)....
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tristen:
And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting; still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;

We of sg will leave you,
Nevermore
zephyra:
I don't know if I could work night. hmmm.

Thursday Sep 16, 2004

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FROM: Real Life Tech Support
TO: Hylian
RE: Resource Conflict

Regarding the resource conflict between your Computer and your Real Life:

This is a common problem for Real Life users who attempt to install Computer as an operating system. Real Life must be the primary operating system in order for such services as Friends 2.4, Family 7.0, and Job 2004 to function properly. When Computer...
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fallfromgrace:
Umm, I've never even held a girl's hand!

See why I get a little antsy about the subject of me and girls?

Cool that you changed your pic back too biggrin
admiral_pants:
ack... wrong entry

[Edited on Sep 18, 2004 8:08PM]

Wednesday Sep 15, 2004

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My post count is was evil.
tristen:
ok, tell me what color music and then we can match tongue
nice pic btw

Monday Sep 13, 2004

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Okay, I'm feeling a little better than I did yesterday because I GOT MY FREAKIN' DVD BURNER W00T W00T!!!!1!!11!!111~~ I am in Nerdvana!!!

LET T3H 4W3$OME 1337 D\\/D R|PP1N6 C0/\\/\\/\\/\\ENC3!!!11~~~
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tristen:
heh, R|pp 7#0s3 D\/D's /\/\ut#@fuk@
emily_m:
We had a lot of fun at bowling. You should come next time!

Sunday Sep 12, 2004

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*edited for privacy*

You are the only friends I have now. SG is the only place I can go to get away from my nightmare. This is not good.

Ah, shit. I missed the SGDFW event tonight. Damn. I ought to be doing that, meeting new people.

So lonely. So lonely.
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fallfromgrace:
Same boat as me, sort of.

I just have no time.

You're right though, you need to find new friends. Which I think is the hardest thing to do. After High school, the whole "making friends" thing becomes really hard. I wouldn't even have the roommates I do if it wasn't for church. My two best friends live 1400 and 600 miles away. 90% of the people I talk to are online friends, which only goes so far.

Yeah, I had erections as early as 6, pubes by 8-9, and I probably could have ejaculated by 11. Didn't master the art of wanking it till I was 17 though, and at first it wad extremely hard to do.
fallfromgrace:
Oh, and I have you beat on stats!!!


....

I can solve the rubik's in 2 minutes. best time ever was 1 minute 20 sec. That's a 3x3. 2x2 is around 45 sec, while a 4x4 is 45 minutes. Bugger's are tricky. I have yet to solve the 5x5.

But I've only owned 2 4x4's and the both broke on the 5th solve. My 5x5 broke too.

Saturday Sep 11, 2004

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Dumb fucking assholes at work.

That's all I have to say.
tristen:
the erp :X was for working 3rd shift... it sux...

as for Dumbfuckingassholesatwork... try not to let them get to you, they are everywhere... and if they do get to you... I have some 'friends' i can recommend... they are very thourough... do you have a particular bridge or cliff you like wink
fallfromgrace:
Yeah it is.

Which is why I really hate that part of me.

The lines of thinking go like this:

"Am I ever going to get married?"
"Who could ever possibly like me?"
"Is this loneliness all I'm going to know for the rest of my life?"

Invaribly, despite however much I try to fight it, from deep within the dark recesses of my mind, in a region the bible calls "the old man" and "the flesh", a voice answers these questions with lies of his own:

"NO!"
"Absolutely no one!"
"Yes, it will!"

And I end up believing the lie.

It's hard to fight alone. Since I have no time for church, no time for friends, and I'm usually too tired to do much devotions, I lose ground.

Which is why I want my debt gone, because I hate that part of me, with its defeatist and pessimistic inclinations, and I hate how it makes me feel. But I can't fight it if I'm working far to hard and far too late at night, and I can't change it either.

My faith in Christ ultimately suffers in order to pay my debt, and I rue that. But I still believe.

Friday Sep 10, 2004

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6:30 am. Just got back from saying "Can I take your order?" all night. Yes, I have a McJob. Or would that be a JobInTheBox?

However, just yesterday I got a call from the tech/temp agency. Maybe I have another job coming, even a temporary one. Goody.
zephyra:
wow, you get off of work that late?! eeek

Wednesday Sep 08, 2004

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Starting at JackintheCrack again tomorrow. I'm going to work evenings/graveyards for 7.50 an hour. Yuck.
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fallfromgrace:
Yeah, you're right, some of it does mean a damn.

Thanks for being a great friend. smile
tristen:
erp:X

Monday Sep 06, 2004

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I

am

too

darn

tired
birdie_:
Actually I was hoping for a storm that closed my University for nearly an entire week and made me work extra hours and have me prepare with rations and water for a storm that was supposed to be the biggest thing to hit Jacksonville EVER. I instead got off light while most other parts of the city were damaged and lots of people were left without power.
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